POV Jack

"Babe...can't I just go?" I sigh as he is hanging from my waist, tightly embracing me.

"Last night was amazing...why can't you stay home tonight too?" Pitch mumbled and looked at me with his golden eyes.

"Babe! I promised to go to my work places Christmas party. Besides you're all dressed up too... Remember...avecs are allowed - and we just played games...ate junkfood," I told him and finally I got to squirm free.

Things had been better after I started coming home a bit earlier. Still I'm behind on how to control my powers.

"Jack, oh my sweet Jack..." Pitch exclaimed and sat up on the bed.

I turn around while buttoning up my shirt. There's a tie hanging on the edge of a chair and pants neatly folded. Something that I wouldn't usually wear but this time I made an exception.

"Yeah babe?" I chuckled and grabbed the tie.

"You want me to come there but you know how I have my performance this evening... Hades would be so disappointed if I had to cancel that... just come to watch my dance?" he asked and his yellow eyes sparkled as our eyes met.

"Uh... well I really would like to meet the people who I work with, I rarely see that many of them together" I wondered and tied up the tie. I got it all messed up and when I was about to redo it, Pitch stood up and his thin, grayish pale fingers started to tie it around my neck.

I tilt my head up and watch him. Yeah, he had done a lot for me and was even now tying my tie up but...there was a different feeling lingering inside my chest but I couldn't quite say what it was.

"So...who is coming over there?" He asked while keeping a serious expression.

His words awakened me from my thoughts and I hummed. "Well, umm... Flynn, Hiccup, Merida, Astrid, Rapunzel... and " I kept thinking.

"Dr. Redel?" Pitch questioned and his voice was slightly different now "-- the one who you're meeting to learn controlling your powers . Oh...how are your powers now?" he asked curiously. "Show it to me," he whispered to my ear and touched my chest.

"I...really don't know if it is a good idea" I said a bit nervously.

"Ouch!"Pitch gasped and let go of my tie. I notice a thin layer of frost sparkling on the surface.

"Darn... I got nervous" I mumble aloud while I grab the tie with the ice on top.

"It's fine... my dear Jack, just try to let your power flow out..." he suddenly said and touched my cheek.

I glance at him and suddenly he leans towards me, his lips press on mine and he starts kissing while I'm standing there, all shocked by his sudden move on my weak moment.

It felt uncomfortable. Really uncomfortable. The way his lips were dry, acting roughly and how his hands were going down from my back.

And finally it was over, his forehead pressed against mine and I'm just shaking still, still trying to understand why he did that without a warning.

"Pitch," I panted out and stepped back.

His eyes are calm as ever while I grab my pants and pull them on. "Don't do that again! You know that I need time... not cool at all!" I raised my voice and put my shoes on while keeping my eyes on him.

"One day you'll go all the way....so a kiss as innocent like that will hardly do any harm" Pitch said and grinned. That grin was creeping me out somehow and I back towards the door.

"Jack?" Pitch said and took a step forward.

"Don't come near me!" I raised my voice and pushed him aside.

There was a loud sound like cracking and ice spikes grew out from the floor, making a wall between us. We're both staring at each other in surprise, mine was frightened but it seemed like he was happy to see that.

"I... I will go now" I mumble while I rush out from the door.

I ended up forgetting my keys and wallet.

I ran all the way to a nearby hotel which would have the christmas party in a party hall. As soon as I entered I grabbed a label with my name on it. I hang it around my neck and rush inside the party hall. My eyes wander around,looking for her as my heart is currently racing.

"Yo, Jack" someone cheers behind me and I feel a hand messing up my hair, "--man you're a wreck. What happened?" Flynn's friendly voice laughs.

My shirt is sloppily hanging out from my pants and over all I look like a mess since I didn't even comb my hair. I let out an anxious laugh and ruffle my hair.

"Yeah, I was in a hurry," I try to save up the situation and I feel happy that it was him, Hiccup would've easily seen through my act.

"Hurry? Jack, the party is non stop so you can come and go as you please" Flynn grinned and then blinked.

"Where's your avec? I thought that you would bring your fiance?" Flynn sounded surprised.

I gulped and remembered the kiss again, I grab a glass with sparkling wine inside as a waiter passes us and carries a tray.

With one go I empty the glass down my throat, the alcohol sends a warm feeling and then I just stare at the glass.

"Whoa, you're thirsty" Flynn whistles and then goes somewhere for a moment .

Suddenly the glass vanishes from my hand and a pint appears. I look at Flynn who is smiling.

"Drink up, we're having fun tonight" he winked his eye and I glance at the beer.

"I don't...usually drink" I admit and try to give it back to him.

"Now you do, you can't drown your sorrows but one night won't be a bad thing" he said and made me realize that he probably had seen through me.

"Maybe you're right" I say and start drinking the beer.

"You bet!" He said and winked his eye. "Oh! Punz! I gotta go to her," he said and rushed away before I could ask him where Elsa was.

"Ah... I really need to talk to her" I sighed after Flynn was gone.

My back is leaning against the wall and I grab a small glass of booze which I empty again. It tasted really bad and the waiter is staring at me.

"That was vodka. Would you like another one?" he asked and I shook my head.

"Ugh, one was enough" I exhale and give the glass back "--I'll stick with beer."

I search for the bar and then I managed to get another pint. I sat in front of the bar to drink and spend time alone.

"Mm..right, my phone" I laugh slightly to relieve the stress and I take it out.

"Missed calls?" I hum and look at the history.

One was from Pitch and I delete that one quickly. Next ones were from Elsa.

"I'll better call her" I wonder and take a sip from my pint.

The music is playing too loudly and when she finally picked up I couldn't hear anything.

"I AM BY THE BAR AND DRUNK AS HELL!" I shout to the phone and then end the call while laughing.

"He is not so hot right now" I hear a nurse who I knew by face from work saying. I had noticed her flirting but I felt not interested.

"I am COLD not hot!" I shout and burst into laughter.

"Jack?"

My laughter ends and I tilt my head back and see an angelic face looking at me.

"Did I die and go to heaven?" I cheer and turn myself around on the chair, I wrap my arms around her and hug her tightly.

"Frost... what are you doing?" Elsa gasped and her hand went on my hair.

"Hugging you Ice Woman... you know..." I stated while still hugging her.

"You had enough for today" she exclaimed and the chatted with the bartender.

She kept brushing her fingers through my hair and I closed my eyes for a moment . I had lost the track of time around the third pint of beer and couple shots.

"Jack?"

"Yup?" I said and lift my head up.

"Can you walk? I have a room in the hotel, you can clear your head there. As a doctor I am worried right now" she said seriously.

I nod my head and stand up. She's giving me support and I look at her face.

"I messed up... today... my powers, I got freaked out and...BOOM!" I explained and waved my hands in the air to show her the boom more clearly. It actually made me loose balance and without her grabbing me I would've fallen.

"We can talk at the room" she explained and started walking me out from the party area.

"Can't we talk now?" I managed to speak while we went into the elevator. She nodded her head and pressed the elevator button, as she reached past me I press my face against her shoulder.

POV Elsa

"I miss my family."

Jack's tired voice mumbled against my shoulder, his hands are against my sides, squeezing a bit.

"Did something happen?" I insist to know, I can hear him sobbing a bit against me and his embrace changes form as his arms go around me.

'Fourth floor'.

The elevator's sound announced and the doors opened. He was quiet now and let go, wiping his tears away and flashing a smile which to me was clearly a fake.

"Let's get me to bed!" he laughed and stepped out from the elevator, nearly collapsing down but I go to help him out.

"Take it easy," I tell him and I smell his scent which has a hint of alcohol in it too now.

He was quiet as we went to my room. I unlock it and take him in, to sit on the bed. I return to lock the door and after that I glance at my reflection by the mirror.

I fix my hair which was curled and half tied up. The dress was royal blue, ending just below my knees. Actually, I decided to wear this after all because I thought that he might like this on me. My heart skipped a beat when I heard his voice calling after me.

"Elsa... I don't feel too good," he whined again.

"Ah...Elsa what are you doing... he is taken, stop having thoughts like this" I groaned to myself quietly and tapped myself to cheeks.

I go back to the bedroom and immediately my face turns red. He had dropped his pants down and was now pulling his cravat off and his other hand was trying to unbutton his shirt.

"W-what are you doing?" I nearly shrieked.

"I feel hot" he exclaimed and looked at me with desperate eyes as he kept trying to open up the buttons.

"Probably because of the alcohol but you should go under the blanket so you won't get --" I spoke as I went to help him out. After a couple of buttons I felt how cold his skin was.

"Cold?" he asked and had a bit of sarcasm in his voice. I finish unbuttoning his shirt and touch his cheek.

"Jack... what is wrong?" I question again and he suddenly grabs my hand.

"I lost my control...got nervous... I made ice spikes... There's no way that I can ever use them anyway" his voice was bitter.

"I'm sure you can... don't get scared if you're confused," I smile to him and his pitiful expression changed. "So how did it happen?" I wonder while looking into his cyan blue eyes.

"Well... how would you react... feel if..." he hummed and cupped my cheeks,looking into my eyes seriously.

"If you're not interested in sex or relationships that much...then someone does this to you," he mumbled and leaned closer and I felt like I could melt.

His breathing stinked like the alcohol which he had been drinking, his lips were staying above mine for a moment as his piercing stare was nailed into my eyes. I close my eyes slowly and then it happened.

His lips press against mine and he starts to kiss me roughly. My hands are placed over his bare chest, feeling his muscles and then his arm goes around me, trapping me.

"mhh.." I'm muffled by his thin lips and slowly I dare to respond to the kiss.

Then I felt the tip of his tongue during the kiss, it tickled my lower lip and I start to feel odd. My hand goes into his hair, tucking it between my fingers. And as suddenly as it started, it ended.

Jack's forehead presses against mine.

"I...I...uh...it...f-felt," I stutter in his embrace with his arms over my shoulders, hugging me.

"Sshh...." he whispered and panted, "--ah...strange... because I ... liked this one. Elsa..."

His lips slammed back against mine and he was rough but gentle, more like impatient. When I tried to break free for some air he suddenly pushed me on the bed and I feel his hand behind my back, starting to pull the zipper of my dress open.

"J-Jack, you shouldn't" I gasp when I remember his fiance.

"But... I want to..." he whispered and kissed my neck.

My heart was beating wildly as I push him off and look at him. His hand goes to touch my cheek, his thumb brushing over my skin. Then I decided what I wanted, for the first time in my life.

This man, I wanted him. If I am forced just to be his affair, I'm fine with that. Just, don't leave me Jack - this is all I can think of.

I sit on his waist and lean down to kiss him, his hands were on my hips and the feeling is growing inside us both. I trace kisses from his lips to his jawline, to his neck and then to his chest.

"E-Elsa...ahh.." he exhaled and played with my hair.

I keep kissing him down and then I notice how his body stopped shivering. I lift my head up and see how he has closed his eyes.

"Jack? hey?" I whisper and then I sigh when I realize that he had fallen asleep.

My face turns red, "R-right... you're drunk. But...still...I wish that..you would like me."

I crawl next to him, press against his side and pull the blanket on us. I stare at his cute sleeping face and reach to touch his nose.

His words in the elevator come back to my mind and I feel sorry for him.

"You're so lonely," I wonder aloud quietly without waking him up. "I promise to help you out as much as I can," I tell him with a whisper and then he turns and wraps his arms around me.

"Thank you..." his sleepy voice says and he opens his eyes a bit, flashing a tiny smile before falling asleep again.

I smile and wonder how big head ache he will have in the next morning.

A/N

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Oh no... SO LONG HIATUS

Sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy *bowing continuously* . I had a great summer, how about you? Oh and I'm back to work now so I don't have much time for anything anymore xDD. GOMENASAII

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