For the rest of the school day I try to avoid Crainer because I'm afraid of what he'll say. I was about to get on the bus when I saw him standing in front of the door waiting for me. Crainer looks at me and are eyes lock for a moment before I turn and walk away deciding to walk instead. Unfortunately, Crainer follows me but he doesn't say anything. "Why are you following me?" I ask without looking at him, I keep my eyes on the ground. Crainer runs up in front of me and walks backwards so he can see me. "Because you kissed me and ran away homie." He answers. I sigh and keep walking, soon we are at my house and he follows me inside. My Dad is in the living room and sees me, he's about to say something when he sees Crainer. "Who's this son?" He asks. "This is Crainer, he followed me home." I say looking at Crainer who just blushes and looks down at the floor embarrassed. "Nice to meet you Crainer, I'm Ian's Father you can call me Gary." My dad introduces himself. I roll my eyes and go upstairs to my room, Crainer follows. "I hope you don't plan on following me to the bathroom." I say, Crainer laughs at my comment. His laugh is so cute.

"So, are you going to go home or are you staying?" I ask him when we enter my room. "I'm staying." He says crossing his arms and sitting on my bed. "Okay but warning, Derp gets a bit....violent at night." I tell him, his eyes widen in fright. "I do not!" Yes you do, don't lie dood. "Well....I have to get changed for bed so...." I say awkwardly. "Okay, I'm not looking dood." He says putting his hands over his eyes. I go over to my dresser and get some pajamas before taking my jacket and shoes off, taking my shirt off I see out of the corner of my eye Crainer looking at me so I look at him and he immediately covers his eyes again. I quickly put my shirt (A/N Autocorrect changed shirt to shit -_- "I quickly put my shit on." GG autocorrect.) on and take my pants off, I hurry and put pajama pants on before Crainer decides to look again and turn around. Crainer uncovers his eyes and looks at me. "Your not going to take your glasses off?" He asks. Almost forgot about them, sometimes I even sleep with them on. I take them off and lay them on my bedstand, Crainer stares at me for a long time which starts making me feel uncomfortable. I get on my bed and Crainer snaps out of it and lays down beside me. "Your eyes aren't crooked." He says. "They're only crooked when Derp takes control." I explain. Crainer looks at me before snuggling up to me, I relax and put my arm around him. "That's too bad homie, cus I thought they were kinda cute." He says before falling asleep, I fall asleep soon too.

~Dream~

"Be careful Ian, if not you'll lose those you love most."
I heard that voice again, I was in the same black room before it changes to a different scene. I was in the alleyway, the same one from the last dream, and in the corner was non other than me. I was crying, knees pulled tight to my stomach and head in my hands. "I'm sorry Crainer, I didn't mean to do it, I'm so so sorry." Other me says. I walk closer to other me and get on my knees, I'm about to put my hand on his shoulder when he looks at me. Crooked eyes. I back away from him but he follows me, he's quicker than me, he gets on top of me and holds me down. I look up at him and look at his crooked eyes, but then I start thinking about what he said. "What did you do! Where's Crainer!" I yell at him. Other me suddenly becomes sad at the mention of Crainer's name. "He's dead, you killed him Ian. You killed him!" His voice starts to sound like Derps. "You killed him! You did it! You killed him!" He keeps repeating over and over again. Other me backs away till he hits the wall, still yelling and screaming. "You Ki-Ian...h-help....me....I-I....I...can't....c-control myself...." He starts hitting his head on the wall multiple times, I watch him till he falls over sideways sobbing. I go up to him and he stops crying and just looks up at the sky motionless. "Heeeelp....meeee...." He says. "Derp?" I ask. "It.....hurts Ian..." Derp says, I start to tear up a little. I move him so that he's laying on my lap and I hold him. "Its okay Derp, I'm going to make sure this doesn't happen okay?" I reassure him. I caress his hair while he cries. "Promise?" He asks. "I promise Derp, I love you little brother." I say before kissing his forehead, Derp closes his eyes and stops breathing, I check for a pulse but don't find one. He's dead.... I put my hands on my head and start crying. This has to be a dream! I get up and go over to the wall and hit my head in frustration. "Wake up! Wake up! WAAAAKE UUUUUUP!" I bang my head into the wall as hard as I can and before I knew it I fall backwards and I let the darkness consume me. Even if this wasn't a dream, I can't live without Derp...

~End of dream~

I woke up to see Crainer trying to comfort me, it seems that I was crying in my sleep. I look at him and he smiles at me, I lean into him and let him caress my hair, he kisses my cheek and I fall back to sleep, but not before saying, "Thanks Crainer."

A/N I'M ON A ROLL GUYS! Many chapters much sad....idk...lol...I think I died a little on the inside when I made Derp die :( I even cried too....you can't kill Derp without crying doods :(