*Beep* *Beep* *Beep* That's what I heard when I woke up, I realize I'm in the hospital and sigh in relief. I sit up and notice all my friends are here sleeping, some are on chairs, the floor, but the one I noticed the most was Crainer sitting in a chair beside me, his hand on mine. "Ian, I'm sorry....I-I....couldn't control myself..." You're a bad Derp! I get a severe pain in my head and clutch it, unfortunately that woke up Crainer. "Ian! Your okay." He says hugging me and kissing me on the cheek. "Y-you ran away f-from me." I say. "I didn't ran away from you Ian, I went to go get help." He explains. I smile and kiss him on the lips. "Ian I really am sorry...do you forgive me?" "Shut up Derp, I'll never forgive you!" I yell which wakes everyone else up, Oops. "What's with all the yelling!" Adam yells. "Ian's awake!" Ty says excitedly, everyone crowds around my hospital bed and hugs me. "What happened?" Jason asks. "Derp happened...he lost control and started becoming violent." I explain. Everyone looks at me strangely. "Derp is real guys, I've seen him homies." Crainer tells them. "Unfortunately." I add. Crainer looks at me with concern before kissing me, I lay back down and start to feel tired so I close my eyes and go to sleep.

~In Ian's mind~

Where am I? I'm not in that black room and I'm not in that alleyway, I'm in a large white room with pictures on the walls. I go to one of the pictures and notice its moving. It's my memories... I walk through all the pictures till I see the one from today, I see Derp sitting on the floor watching it on repeat, and he's crying. "Derp?" I say coming closer to him, he doesn't look at me so I sit down beside him and watch the memory play. "I'm a monster." He says. "No your not, you couldn't control it Derp, its not your fault." I tell him, he looks at me with his sad crooked eyes. "I'm a freak Ian! And you know it!" He yells before standing up and running, I follow him but I notice the room starting to get darker the further I got. The room slowly turned completely black, the pictures on the wall were darker, and gory, with memories of violent murders and innocent shed blood. I find Derp laying face down motionless, I run up to him, sliding on my knees, I turn him around and he just blankly looks up at nothing. "What is this place?" I ask. "This is my mind Ian, these are my memories." He explains. I look around and start noticing words on the walls made of blood, they say things like 'freak' 'monster' 'unloved' and 'crazy eyes.' Derp sits up and hugs me as I look at all the horrible words. "I can't control it Ian....I m-need t-to k-kill...." He says. Derp starts to squeeze me tighter and tighter till it began to hurt. "Derp let go." I try to stay calm but on the inside I was freaking out. "I-Ian...y-you can't escape m-me." He says, his grip getting tighter. He starts twitching and I turn around in his grip, I hug him back but that doesn't help the pain in my chest from his grip on me. "Derp its okay, I love you Derp I love you so much." I tell him, his grip suddenly relaxes a bit. "You...m-mean it?" He asks. "Yes Derp, I mean it." I say kissing his forehead. I start feeling tired and the darkness slowly surrounds me, I go limp in Derp's arms and he starts to panic. "I-Ian don't leave me! Ian please don't leave me here alone!" He yells as I slip into unconsciousness.

~Back to real life~

I wake up still in the hospital, the doctor is just finishing up checking my blood pressure. "Well Mr. Stapleton, you and your friends can leave as soon as your ready." He says before exiting the room. Crainer helps me up from the bed, I lean on him while he walks me to the bathroom where my clothes are neatly placed on the sink counter. I'm still a bit weak so Crainer helps me get dressed then we are ready to go. My parents come sign me out and drive Crainer and I home, Crainer of course stays at my house again.

At night Crainer falls asleep holding me, I stay awake as long as I can, too afraid to sleep because of the horrible dreams. Sometime in the night I hear screams...

In the morning I kiss Crainer on the lips to wake him up, I pull away when he starts kissing back. Crainer gives me puppy dog eyes when I get up so I kiss him one more time before getting ready for school today.

Today is Friday so I have to remember we are staying at Adam's today. I'm about to walk out the door when Crainer stops me. "Come on we are going to be late." I tell him. "You go on ahead, I...got to go home okay?" He says. "O-okay...are you still coming to the sleep over at Sky's house?" I ask kind of disappointed. "No sorry..." He trails off at the end. I nod my head in understanding and we both walk out the door, I turn to go to the bus stop and Crainer turns the other way to go home. I start running thinking I'm late and I'll miss the bus. Why did he go home? "I don't know...do you trust him?" Of course I do, I trust him with my life. "Do you trust me?" "Your my brother Derp, of course I trust you." I make it to the bus stop and notice someone sitting on the bench, I stop in front of him and he looks at me. He's wearing a purple hoodie with a black outfit underneath, purple shoes and a red creeper shaped amulet. His eyes are a chocolate brown just like his hair, he also is wearing a white crown under his hood. "Hi, I'm Ian are you new?" I ask him. "Yes, I am new, my name is Seto it is nice to meet you."