Omkara's p.o.v :

My life is being a roller coster ride , Right from childhood . I was the adopted one . The second in line of the oberoi new generation . I was accepted by mom and dad . They truely love me i can see that on there faces . There love for me is same as shivaay , priyanka and rudra . For me dad even left business . But for dadi i was always the adopted one , the useless part of oberoi's . She never says anything directly to me due to dad and mom but she never fails to taunt me indirectly . I actually fear her . I always used to avoid her thats how i became introvert , always keeping things to myself only . I can see mom and dad's undying love for me but i can also see the struggels . Mom has to take care of the business whereas dad was on a mission to protect me from dadi's cruel words . They both hardly talks to each other , so i decided that i should not burden them more and keep away from them . Soon insecurities started building inside me , i can see dadi loving shivaay , priyanka and rudra but for me there were only anger in her eyes . Although shivaay was always there for me  but still we were not that close probably because i was always the one who wants to stay aloof due to my insecurities . I always used to feel myself inferior to rest of siblings . I still remember i was 18 when i joined my  college . There i met a girl . Her name was GAURI SINGHANIA , She was totally opposite of me . If i was insecure , she was confident . She was everything that i always want to be . Smart , confident , kind hearted , sensitive . Soon we became friends and within no time we started dating . She proposed me and i said yes ....

Gauri was the ray of light in my life .
during that time dad and mom  has to leave for an important meeting . I was very content in my life , because of gauri for the first time in my 18 years of life i was feeling good about myself . But as soon as mom dad left dadi started taunting me on my face she used to insult me infront of everyone . I can see the servants mocking me . I was barely 18 and was not in my right frame of mind , i need to escape the situation so i started taking drugs . Nobody was aware about my this habit . Slowly slowly i started realising how worthless i was , to escape certain situation i adapted one of the deadliest habit . But it was too late to realise i was already an addict . So to save gauri from myself i broke up with her giving her the lamest excuse . After that day i never saw gauri i knew i broke her trust but my insecurities were too high to let me think straight . I missed gauri truely she was my first and last love . Shivaay came to know about my addiction when i was 20 . I was loosing myself to drugs , resulting in my bad health . He confronted me , he was mad at me for the first time i could feel my brother's concern for me , he was terrified for my health . He immediately admitted me to a rehabilitation centre in london and informed mom and dad that he has joined me in some masters course in london making them relax . He was there for me , those 6 months were terrible for me and for shivaay but after 6 months i recovered , he made me promise on my mom and dad to never take drugs again i obliged . We were back to india i tried very hard to confide myself to shivaay but something always stops me . Then one day came my angel in disguise ANIKA . she was only 18 years old . She was so naive so innocent then i saw the same hatred in dadi's eyes for anika too . Immediately i was alert i promised myself that i will never let her feel the same . From that day anika became my source of living i found out i can confide to her probably because i could relate to her . She became my source of energy , my best friend . She pushed me achieve my dreams and because of her i became a painter . She saved me from my nightmares , my demons and made me a better person . Years pass but still there was an emptiness in my heart . I heart always yearns for gauri but i knew she will never be mine . On my exhibition day i was overwhelmed by my families love and support , but there i met my past , my gauri again . She is changed , she has become tough . I tried talking to her but she refused to even acknowledge me . I deserve it i know but it hurts a lot . To distract me rudra took me to club . For sometime i was distracted but again i met gauri there . I cant take her accusing eyes . How could i betray her , self loathing came back to me .

Om came out of his reverie ,

Om : i cant handle this , this is all my fault . I am sorry mom and dad but my life is worthless i dont deserve to live , becoz of me you both have to suffer all your life , because of me gauri is suffering . I know you will be sad but once i am gone everything will be alright .

Thinking all these negative thoughts he wrote a letter for pinky and shakti expressing his all insecurities , trauma , fears , wrongdoings for once .

He took his sleeping pills bottle and empitied them in a glass of water . He once looked at the family photo and smiled sadly and said aloud
I wish i could live with you all but i am sorry , my fears are not letting me live .
I am sorry MOM AND DAD .
Saying that he gulped all the water and lie down on bed waiting for sleep to engulf him .

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Rudra was walking restlessely in his room , who was that girl ? Why was she so angry with O ? I have to inform this to big di and shivaay bhaiya , Whatever let me just go and check on O he was very disturbed .

Thinking that rudra moved to omkara's room he was about to open the door when he heard crashing of a glass he opened the door immediately and saw om sleeping weirdly on bed and the glass was smashed on the floor . Rudra observed everything carefully then his eyes land on the sleeping pills bottle. His eyes widdened , he rushed to om and patted his cheeks but he was not responding . Rudra panicked ,  he immediately shouted :

Rudra : mom , dad come fast ...
Pinky and shakti came running they were rooted on there place when they saw rudra patting om and om not responding . They were both blanked out .
Pinky somehow came back to reality and rushed to om she also started patting om .

Pinky : om , son get up , what happened to you ? Rudra call the ambulance . She ordered .
Meanwhile shakti was frozen ...
Shakti (in mind) : no no no this cant be happening , what will i answer her , i promised her i will keep om safe and sound ....

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Meanwhile , outside shivika's dreamhouse :

Shivaay : anika i will not marry ragini ?

Anika : why ? Shivaay look you are not bonded by any relation . If you want you can marry ragini she is rich , sofisticated , high class . Much to dadi's liking and i know you will not go against dadi .
Anika said all without looking in shivaay's eyes .

Shivaay : but she is not you ...
Trailed off shivaay ....

Anika looked at him signing ,

Anika : shivaay you are not bounded to me . I know you think me as your responsibility and hence stopping yourself from loving anyone . But shivaay we both know that marriage hold no meaning to you or to me . Shivaay i always want your happiness and i want you to have a very loving and happy life with your whole family . Shivaay you must fall in love , give yourself a chance to love someone it must be a great feeling .

Shivaay was listening to anika very sincerely ,

Shivaay : you were my responsibility anika started shivaay ,
Anika looked down tears were about to fall from her eyes .

Shivaay continued ,
Shivaay : but know you are more likely my air which i have to inhale to survive . Anika from childhood only you have the power to control me ... you were the only gundi in my life who used to rule me like you  own me ,

Anika pouted cutely ,

Shivaay : i used to let you rule me . Anika you bring peace in my life , you bring the calmness in my life which i always crave . For the world i am shivaay singh oberoi but only for you i am shivaay .... i dont know what love is anika but i know this thing i cant see you with someone else ... by my reaction from yesterday's scene i can guarantee you ill kill anyone who will try to take you away from me . I have analysed myself , 5 years back i was not ready to anull our marriage but know also i am not gonna let that happen . I have accepted you as my wife anika ... and i promise you that if you decided to stay with me as my wife love will also find its way . Its being 5 years of us being friends even after we were husband and wife  know i am ready to live my life with you and discover this husband wife relation with true intentions .

Anika was listening everything with wide eyes . Shivaay wants to stay in our relationship .... he wants me as his wife anika was not sure what she was feeling .....

Shivaay was observing anika he knew he confused her but he just want to clear his stand in there relationship rest he is giving all power to anika to decide .

Shivaay : know i understand anika why bade papa wants me to marry you . He was sure we will handle each other . He knew from starting that the only girl for me to live my peaceful life is you . Today i am really thankful to him while leaving too he gave me the best gift . Thats you anika .

Anika was in tears she was feeling so many emotions ,

Shivaay was about to continue but his phone vibrated ,

Shivaay picked his phone up ,

After few seconds shivaay shouted ,

Shivaay : WHAT !!!!!!!!!!!! I AM COMING .......
Said a panicked shivaay ....
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