WARNING: Stupid rant imminent

WARNING: This is going to sound really lame:

*takes a deep breath*

I have a small aspect of hate for my best friend. But I love her for the same reason that I hate her. She was the one who demanded that I went on hiatus asap and I still resent her for that. But I love how she quit roleplaying so we could suffer together.

I hate that she was right. That writing may be connected to my getting sick. She connected my busy update schedule to my constant headaches and sickness that had started at the beginning of college. And since I went on semi hiatus, I haven't had a headache once.

But I love her for realising it. For pointing out what was wrong with me before it became critical or something. She figured that I would rather go on hiatus for a couple of months and be able to write as much as I want in the future than burn out in the future because I refused to go on hiatus now. And again, she was right.

But god I hate not being on schedule. I hate not working to times. I miss the consistency of writing on time and half term cannot come soon enough. I've got big plans for this holiday, including a plethora of updates! Just to apologise for being away from you for so long and for having to continue this fucking hiatus of pain and written deprivation!

No I'm not overstating the pains of hiatus, I need writing as much, if not more than oxygen!