I haven't been completely honest with you guys...as all of you know my name isn't Squary or SquuaryQ or even Squary Queue. Theyu are all just expansions of a nickname that an old friend gave to me, and honestly...I don't know whether I want to keep on going on and progressing as Squary anymore. Let me explain.

Around the time that I received that nickname 'Squary'. I was insecure about my writing but that affectionate nickname manifested itself in my brain and created an ideology. So basically, wha I'm trying to say is that Squary, SquaryQ was an ideology of mine. And of course, as an ideology I began to embrace her, and later even tried to become her. But now things are different.I feel like there aren't two separate individuals in my head anymore, like there used to be, because SquaryQ became Imogen.

Initially, when I joined websites, I was hesitant to use that name, and honestly, I didn't think I would like being Squary but I did. I found that she changed my life... and that sounds cheesy as fuck. But it's true because without her, without that ideology growing in my brain, I bet I wouldn't have friends at all.

I mean, it's sort of weird...I always worried about making friends, when I was in year six, I lost all of my friends due to social isolation, it took a lot out of me, I started forming the self I wanted to be back then but she only came to light after the friend who gave me the nickname "Squary" left my school and abruptly moved away. But now I don't feel like I need to hide behind her anymore.

It's funny, people used to question why I called myself "Squary" because I hated anybody else calling me that, but that was the name that fit with my ideal self and over the course of two and a bit years, I've achieved that ideology. Which means I can start being myself now. And myself is Squary.

You don't have to worry, this online persona isn't going to change. Even though as time has gone by, the girl who is typing this now has changed. So I decided to make something change; and that was to change one thing and one thing only; the username on my serious story account. It was once known as SquaryQueue but now I go by ImogenSmiley.

Honestly, I'm glad that this has happened as quickly as it has because I'm going to need big things to come out of this account. So my friends, my followers, my stalkers, I urge you to follow ImogenSmiley. My new Wattpad Account. The reason for this is very simple; I'm intending to do a degree in creative writing and need to be able to demonstrate that I have a strong reading fanbase to demonstrate that I am a serious writer and you all know that I am a serious writer, but I am likely to be judged if I use SquaryQ and the variations of SquaryQ accounts in my application and my portfolio.

I'm asking you as a writer, as a friend, as a girl who wants nothing more than a chance, for some support. The university applications have to be written after the summer holidays, so I really don't have much time.

Thank you, oh and also...Hello, I'm Imogen *holds hand out to you*

~Imogen