Where is my brolly?

For anybody who doesn't have a clue what a "brolly" is, I'm referring to an umbrella.

I've been trekking up a hill in the middle of a shitstorm over the last few weeks and it hasn't been the most fun of an experience to say the least - but who actually gives a crap now that the storm is almost over? Things are going to get better now, I'm just here FINALLY justifying my obvious absence from the world of writing.

My EPQ has hit a snag because barely any of my betas got back to me, one in particular was a nuisance - a teacher of mine that has been such a thorn in my side over the last few weeks, getting my hopes up and knocking me down again, day in and day out until I was absolutely destroyed. I don't want to go to class on Monday because I really don't want to face her - she's taken my faith and stomped on it and that's beyond upsetting.

Coursework for lang has been shit too; a real nightmare to do. It took seven drafts of vague ass feedback before I gave up. Just gave up. If I fail I fail. I'm past giving a shit now - I have two unconditional offers to choose from for uni. I can do this. I'll get to phase two of my plan to be a published writer! I WILL DO THIS AND THERE'S NOTHING ANYBODY CAN DO TO STOP ME ANYMORE! HAHAHA

At least my lit teacher is showering me in praise that I know is legitimate - in the entire academic year as of right now I have only achieved two grades that are below and A and both of those were painfully close. ((cri)) I have the opportunity to flourish and prosper in my study of literature - gothic really is my forte after all. Anybody reading this probably knows my fascinations with the grim genre. I mean come on, Frankenstien was great fun and gore is so interesting! I have my fingers crossed for a  great grade in lit.

I'm ashamed to say my studies for my resits are still in the dock. There's nothing really I can do until my EPQ show is done next Friday! But Easter will be a key time for my investment. I shall study and study and study until my eyes bleed or fall out. Don't worry about my stress though guys, I have already booked myself an appointment for next Thursday with the college councillor. It should help me get some clarity when it comes to my sense of self. That'll be a huge relief!

Despite my previous comment, I do intend to do a bit of writing during Easter - I want to work on Their Second Attempt ((AO3)), Coconut Shampoo, Notepaper Nuisance, KKFIP, Truly Committed or Another Kind of Truly! I don't mind what I write as long as I'm enjoying myself. I made the logical decision to avoid Camp NaNoWriMo this April, so this will be leisurely writing! Maybe it'll be fun! I hope you guys aren't fed up about my lack of activity! DX

This summer really cannot come soon enough - I am desperate to share Neon Blood with my friends on this site! I have decided that on results day I will post some of the story on Wattpad while I work on CST and Neon Blood's second book "The Inevitable Sequel" AKA Neon Hearts - which I hope to write from Anti-Hero, Claire Phelps' POV!

Yes things have been shit at college; I'm hating the deadlines and how I'm being forced to stress like hell but things are starting to really hit home again. Just like they did two years ago, soon I'll be leaving the terrible college I have sworn to hate with every essence of my being, and get out of my home town. I am FINALLY going to go somewhere that isn't my hometown! I have been stuck here for the best part of 17 years, not that I could remember my first year of life when I didn't live in this town. I don't know where I'm going yet but what I do know is I'm really going to miss the new friends I have grown so attached to these last two years; Japhet, Maka, SolarShine, GL ...THESE GUYS MAKE ME SO HAPPY, I CAN'T EVEN!

I can't really think of much more to say about my actual life, so let's move on to the recently announced Free! Watty Award results! I am so happy with those results! Congratulations to everybody!

ASDFGHJKL I'm still just so hyped - I won Favourite Writer TWO YEARS IN A ROW TwT *blows kisses to you all*

Thank you everybody! Dennise and I have been scheming for another hit of KKFIP to be written ASAP!

Also, apologies to WinterRaineeDay     your birthday present may be a tad late!