Yesterday I cried and hid under a bed
Yesterday at cried and hid under a bed because I was scared
Yesterday at cried and hid under a bed because I was scared of going to stupid salon.
I thought I was strong
I thought I was confident
I thought I was at my happiest
But
This week just seems like my lowest
And next weeks Christmas
I don't want to be a waste of money but
I know I am
....
I want to die