HEY GUYS SORRY IF I MADE YOU ANGRY IN THE AUTHORS NOTE BUT I HAVE TO SAY IT OUT AND YES AM STILL CONTINUING THIS STORY PUBLISHING ANOTHER STORY AFTER THIS!!.

I was in PJs this time eating a bowl full of ice cream I was sad but I don't cry for such little things, I cry for something that really hurts me just like my parents death.sigh.
    I was watching the best series on Netflix never have I ever it's already ten thirty and Aunt Natasha isn't here something is fishy so I gave her a text.
Me: heyyyyy where r u??? Am gonna eat the leftovers!!!!!.
Send.....
It's been sent already, I am really starving and Aunt Natasha isn't replying me.
Aunt Tashy: Hun I'll be home tomorrow eat the leftovers.
Well it looks like am home alone.
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   5:34Am
I already had my shower and I brushed my teeth too what was left was the outfit.
    Well I think I will wear shorts and a hoodie a purple hoodie I don't feel happy today especially when a demon is in our school.
  I wore the Nike sneakers Kim bought on my birthday and just lip gloss nothing else.
  You'll be wondering what about your hair well I left it the way it was, today felt like it sucked for no reason.
   I would be taking the bus cause no one care to call me to ask "can I give you a ride to school".
  I was scrolling through funny and cute pictures on insta and that's when I saw the worst thing I shouldn't have seen pearl and Andrew kissing I watched the video to the end well it looks like the real Jenna in my life has actually come.
    I entered the bus seeing kids staring at me but I just draged my earplugs to my ears and listening to my best song.
  Finally I was out of the bus I went straight to my locker seeing Diana's sweatpants then I remembered when she left telling me to keep it safe for her if not she will rip me into pieces.
I slammed my locker and I went to the parking lot waiting for Kim.
  "There you are I have been waiting for you" Kim said pulling her hands out.
"I don't need a hug right now Kim" I told her gently she said she didn't have a lot time so she left me.
  I was just sitting in the library reading and I decided to got take my pen from my locker.
  Thank God I was already at my locker, I turned my back and I saw it was pearl wearing a a pink hoodie and crazy jeans.
  "What hell do you want from me?" I asked pearl.
  "Well I want you to know Andrew doesn't love you" she whispered smiling.
"What?" I looked at her confusingly i don't know what she meant though.
   "I know you have a little crush on Andrew" she said with a smirk on her face how did she know ?.
  "How did you know" I frowned.
"From your diary" she said waving my diary for everyone to see.
"Who wants to hear what Lisa has been writing in her diary" she yelled I was so embarrassed I tried to snatch it but she pushed me hardly on the floor.
  Everyone surrounded her by that time, I was still in pain when everyone gathered there I felt like dying.
"Lisa has a crush on Bryan" she yelled, wait she's saying another thing I never wrote in my diary I had a crush on Bryan so she was lying why would she lie ? Oh no I know she wants to spoil the relationship between me and Andrew.
    Everyone laughed and I stand up and ran to the girls bathroom as usual I didn't cry I looked at self at the mirror.
*FLASHBACK*
10 years ago
"Mummy my hands bleeding" I cried tears were full on my eyes.
"Oh honey it's just a scratch" she said softly she wiped off the little blood on my hand.
"Promise me, you'll stop crying for everything except when it hurts genuinely" she said.
  "But this hurts am I not supposed to cry ?" I asked her touching the wound.
"Yes you are, but you're not supposed cry  every time" she smiled.
"I don't cry every time" I said crying and stumping my foot on the floor loudly.
"You're crying right now" she said her in a gentle tone her tone was very calm and gentle and that's why I had loved her.
"I promise mummy" i wiped my tears giving my mum a smile.
"Let's go get ice cream that will cheer you up" she said holding my hand and with a warm smile.
*FLASHBACK ENDS*
No wonder I never cried for anything once in my life am gonna face the ultimate demon you can to this Lisa.
I walked down the hallways even though I saw people staring intensively at me.
  I slapped pearl on the face real hard,she touched her cheeks "what the hell Lisa you irresponsibly left your diary and I helped pick it up and what I get is a slap" she yelled as rolled my eyes.
"You can't get attention in our school bitch" I smiled.
"Hashtag brisa" I heard Andrew's voice was he defending pearl.
"What are you to that..........girl" I said in disgust he smiled then kissed her on the lips.
"My girlfriend who else" he smirked then he  holded her hands.
"You bastard how dare you" I yelled running away.
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I was at my house still watching my best Netflix series and this time I was eating pizza.
I needed to talk to someone Kim was at club meeting,Andrew was busy sucking pearl lips and Aunt Natasha is sleeping.
  Bryan wasn't working today so I can visit him and yes I know his house first I gotta change.
I wore a baggy jeans and a long sleeved purple crop top what? Yes I know am in love with crop tops but there's nothing You can do about it.
His house wasn't that far so I walked all the way to his house.
    I was already at his house and, I rang the damn doorbell eight times.
The door was finally opened Ben opened it for me.
Ben was in Aurora's school and he is very smart I would describe him as Ben gross in Never have I ever.
  "Bryan your friend is here" he yelled and he went up stairs.
Bryan came downstairs with a tank top and a pair of sweat pants.
"Hi lisa what can I do for you?" He smiled as I broke down in tears.
  "I can't do this again Bryan I can't" I sobbed, he took me to his couch.
"What can't you do?" He asked me and his face looked so serious.
"I can't take it anymore Bryan" I let out more and more tears.
"Take what?" He patted me.
"I can't take the whole Andrew situation plus my dead parents"
"Just breathe" he smiled and I rested my head on his shoulders.