"Nevaeh I'm telling you, Silas is amazing. He even tamed the beast you call my hair"

Myra said behind me as I brushed my teeth. She's been talking nonstop about how Silas took her to ballet class since yesterday.

Once Silas and Jordan left she started bouncing off the walls. She made us sit on the sofa and showed us what she learned. Mind you the class lasted three hours. She also added two more hours because I said she looked like a fish out of water.

"Myra I get it Silas is amazing, can I pee now? I've been holding it for far too long"

"No wonder why Silas told me your very high maintenance"

"Told you? Don't you mean he wrote down that I'm high maintenance"

"Sure, that's what I meant"

She said with a evil smile. She slowly backed out and closed the door. Even though she's being really creepy right now I'm enjoying my alone time.

After I washed my hands I came to the realization that today aunt flow is coming. I'm about to have severe cramps.

With that in mind I stripped out of my clothes and hopped in the shower. I made sure I took a shower in boiling hot water. Hot water helps soothe period cramps.

After my twenty minute shower I got out and made my way to my closet.

I picked out my Tommy Hilfiger windbreaker with my blue jeans and my yellow Adidas. I took my white coco channel purse from the top of my closet and walked out.

Even though I just wanted to wear sweatpants and a hoodie today I decided against it. I picked a jacket that passed my butt instead.

Just in case I have an accident I don't want the cotton from the sweatpants to soak up the blood.

At least the blood won't get on my windbreaker because it's practically plastic. It'll just get on the back of my pants which the jacket is covering.

After I added some pads in my bookbag I put in my baby wipes and got out off my room.

I just took one step out of my room and the cramps started. It felt like someone was stabbing my uterus and slicing up my thigh area.

"Good morning sweetie"

"Good morning mommy and daddy"

I said as I kissed their forehead. Some girls get mean and snappy on their periods but I become nicer for some reason.

"I know it's that time of the month so I made you a special breakfast"

My dad said. He only cooks breakfast when aunt flow comes. Other than that my mom does the cooking.

You could say I'm a daddy's girl.

He sets down a plate that had four French toast, three sausages, three bacon, eggs, and a small bowl of strawberry.

Another weird thing about me is that I don't eat that much when I'm on my period. Chocolate and junk food yes but regular food, not that much.

Seconds later he sets a glass of orange juice next to the plate. I looked across the table and saw Myra easing me.

She was stuck eating cereal and milk while I had a five star breakfast. I'll  rather either eat cereal and milk than have cramps though.

"Mom, is my car ready yet?"

"No it's still in the auto shop"

I sighed and continued eating my French toast. My car has been in the auto repair shop since July.

The kids from my old school found out where I lived during the summer. Since I forgot to put my car in the garage that day they had full access to destroy it.

They used baseball bats to break my winds, they slashed all four of my tires, put salt and sugar in my gas tank, spray painted curse words on the body of my car, and threw trash inside of the car.

That was a dumb ass move. My car had a small camera next to the steering wheel and all around my house has cameras.

To make matters worst for them my mom is the owner of the number one law firm in all of America.

Not only did my mom press charges she made sure they paid for my car expenses. In total all six of them went to jail for six years with no bond. Look at God.

After I finished my breakfast Myra and I got in my mom's car and buckled up. Since I don't have my car yet my mom is letting me borrow hers. Her and my dad work at the same place anyways.

Throughout the whole ride all Myra did was talk about Silas.

"Silas is so cute with that hoodie". "Silas knows how to do hair". "Silas is going to be a good boy friend to someone's daughter".

When she said the last sentience I pressed on the gas even harder. I want this stranger out of my car and I want her out now.

After I threw Myra out the car I drove away and made my way to school. Maybe if I come early I could leave around 9 even though school starts at 8. I just came for Silas and Nova.

As I walked into school I felt nothing but pain. Every step I took my stomach was being stabbed.

My cramps are acting up like I won't pop twenty ibuprofen and end the both of us.

As I stepped into the school I wanted to step right back out. Not only did my cramps get worst but my feet started to hurt.

I was determined to come today so I could Emily. She has a neck brace and a cast. That's what she gets for stabbing me with a pencil.

I could've stabbed her in the eye with it but I didn't. She's very lucky I didn't want to go to jail.

My plan today is easy. I'll just avoid Emily but laugh at her from a distance.

I was almost to my locker when Emily came wobbling in my direction. She was hopping on one leg while she used her crunches for support. Her neck only stayed in one position, straight.

"Look who decided to come to school today. I'm surprised you're not in jail for hurting me"

"Coming from the one that stabbed me in the arm and left the lead in there"

The school would've expelled me if it wasn't for the fact that Emily attacked me first. What I don't understand is how Emily is just walking free with no punishment. She basically gave me lead poisoning.

The school is always blind to what Emily does but when it's someone else they threaten to expell them or call the cops.

"You're lucky that you touching me didn't give me rabies"

"I'm trying really hard not to kick your leg right now"

I said as I took a step towards her. Her ignorance just makes me so upset. Is it so hard to do a research on vitiligo.

"What are you gonna do beat my ass?"

"I don't have to beat your ass when I'm beating you in life"

I opened my locker and took out my needed books. I walked away from her and went to class. Not only am I dying but I used up the little energy I had on that thing.

I walked in and took my seat next to Nova. After saying hi to her and Silas I opened my book and laid my head on the desk.

"What's wrong girly?"

Nova asked as she rubbed my back. I whispered cramps to her and started to clutch my stomach. She rubbed my back and hugged me.

Mintues later she pulled away from me. I felt a tap on my shoulder and looked up. Silas was kneeling in front of me with a pencil in his hand. He wrote something down and handed me the paper.

What's wrong sunshine? You look like you're in pain.

Other than feeling like my uterus is being ripped out of my stomach I'm completely fine.

My uterus is just killing me.

I don't know how Silas takes periods so I didn't mention it. Some boys act like girls being on their period is the most disgusting thing in the world.

He dug through his jacket pocket and pulled out a Snicker's bar. I thanked him and tore the package open. He nodded his head and went back to his seat.

As I ate the Snickers I thought of one thing.

If the Snicker's commercial say you're not you when you're hungry but I'm always hungry, who am I?

I shrugged it off and continued to eat my candy bar. The teacher already walked in and started teaching, I was just chilling behind the book. Hopefully my cramps don't get worst.

1 hour later

I can't take this anymore. I have to go home. Not only did I have to change my pad two times already but my uterus is being stabbed with a pitch fork.

I texted my mom and texted her I'm leaving school. Her response was that I'm an adult, I could leave if I want to.

I swear my parents pick and choose when I'm grown.

Just like whenever I have to do chores it's suddenly my house too but whenever I want to do something outside of the house without their permission it's their house, I live under their roof.

Am I grown or not? Make up your minds.

I told Silas and Nova bye and left. I signed myself out of school and took my ass home. I've been here for an hour too long.

Once I got home I took off my clothes and went to bed in only my underwear and bra.

My parents or Silas can pick up Myra from school today.

Wake me up when it's dinner time.