Author's note: this is not part of the series. I this wrote a while back but I've been hesitant to share. It's more about getting something out of my system than the poetic prowess but I still kind of like it.

Sometimes I wonder
If you ever think about me
Do you remember what happened
Did you repress it like me
Are you working through it in therapy
Do you write hypothetical letters about me
To feel better about yourself
Do you deny that I exist
Do you excuse yourself
On the account of how young we were
Is there a part of you that knows what you did
Do you feel guilty when you think about me
Do you think about what might have happened
If we had been older
Do you tell yourself you wouldn't have crossed that line

I wish I could say I never think about you
I wish I could say I'm over it
I wish I could say I'm working through it too
I wish I wasn't scared about what could have happened
But lying won't fix what you did to me