Author's note; This is part of the series with XlizX09. This part is mainly about how I felt hearing the things that were being said about her so it's pretty convoluted but oh well.
Go read her stuff 👹👹

"Hey, can I ask you a favour?"
One hour
Two hours
Three hours
Six hours
I don't even know
Please keep talking
I deserve to have my time lost
To someone who doesn't care
About me at all

"She's such a good person"
"Without her, I wouldn't be here"
You are attaching yourself to her
Or rather
The idea of her
To ignore your issues
A get-fixed-quick scheme
The version you have in your head
Of some unloved damsel in distress
Who you can save
In some bullshit fairytale love story

You want your Disney star crossed romance
But are telling a tale written by the brothers Grimm

The way you talk about her
Makes me want to throw up
"She's an angel"
"I don't want to lose her"
You wouldn't be scared to lose her
If you didn't know
That what you were saying
Was fucking her up

You are addicted
To that version of her
And you make your withdrawals
My problem to deal with
If she was free to talk
You would shower her with unwanted praise
Until she drowned
But she simply doesn't feel like talking
She's tired
Or she needs a break
So she doesn't choke
Because of the way you suffocate her

But I am free to talk
Have you ever heard of screaming into a void?
Same concept
But unlike a void
I can fill up
I was going to implode or explode
I didn't want to leave anyone wounded
So I let you slowly chip away at me
Until I was too small to do either
And all I could do was shatter