Hey guys uh I have to talk about something with you. Since a couple days ago I started to feel like I'm unwanted for some reason. I feel that people only want me around because their using me to make them happy. I know shouldn't think like this and I do. I'm not lying either, I feel like people might just throw me away one day like trash and just forget about me. Even on wattpad, I see all this amazing art by many talent people and seeing them making stories and fandoms that people want to be apart of. What do I have to offer.... I try but I feel like I don't try enough. No matter how many times I try new things, I feel let down and that no one cares about it. Even when I talk to people on wattpad, do people even want to talk to me at all. I try to have conversations but I get awkward and I respond with a hmm or a mhmm or a uh. I'm not saying that I'm gonna leave wattpad, it's just I feel like I'm just another piece of hay in a hay stack.... I look up to my cousin Superkate because of the stuff she has accomplished on here. Even my friends for what they have accomplished too. I know my grammar is bad too but I'm working on it as well. I'm trying to show I'm apart of this community but I feel that I'm just a weak link in a chain.... plus I feel half of the time people don't even read what I put on each part and just look at the art..... what do I do anymore..