So if your wondering if I'm getting better than... I guess a little but not a lot. I think telling by the drawing made shows that I feel like I keep on falling into the same cycle over and over again with no end.... I know I'm probably sounding depressing and awkward and I'm really sorry for how I act. There's been so much stress put onto me that I keep falling into the hole. I just don't know what to do anymore.... what can I even do...