Drink a glass of bleach
And take a bath in lye
Scrub my face with glass to clean the devil from my eye

A despondent little thing
Hoping she could die
Drag a blade along my skin just to silence what's inside

Seal both my lips
Don't leave me in the light
Hiding behind prison walls, hope they don't see past my lie

I bite my tongue
Trying not to cry
Sitting quiet as I relive my errors a thousand times

I wish not to leave my house
It's getting harder to hide
I fear every time I go out, I'm a book that's open wide

Wasting my hours
Playing with a knife
A silver little demon and my only friend tonight

I'm so scared of living
Of doing something with my life
I've considered it before, but I'm destroyed before I try

I don't wish to continue
I'm too coward for this fight
The voices say a bullet might be the thing to silence my mind