I wonder what it'd be like if I just stopped breathing

If I bled all my blood, if my heart just stopped beating

I wonder if it's painful to put a bullet through my brain

Or if I'd feel anything being run over by a train

Would it be nice to die in my sleep? 

If I took all those pills and passed away in my dreams?

Is it selfish of me to not want to exist?

To wonder these things in a numb state of bliss?