//Takes place after chapter 10 of Son of Black widow so please read that chapter to fully understand this one

"My name is Peter Benjamin Parker Romanoff. I was adopted by Natasha Romanoff when i was a month old after my birth family had died in a plane crash and lived a pretty normal life,until i was bitten by a radioactive spider while on a field trip to Oscorp industries and soon after i found myself with spider like powers. I soon met the Avengers thanks to my mother having her avenger friend Tony Stark have be tested for my powers. I soon came up with this idea of wanting to be a hero and was given a highly enhanced spider stark suit by my mother and Tony Stark. Now i'm SPIDEY....well i was.....".

Goblin had taken Gwen hostage on top of the brooklyn bridge and when he saw Peter coming to save Gwen, he rushed over to her and grabbed her by the neck."If only i was faster.....i could of stopped him". Goblin let out a menacing laugh as he twisted Gwen's head and then threw her off the bridge. Peter quickly activated his web wings and rushed towards Gwen. He had managed to grab her and made his way towards the bridge as the avengers had managed to get the civilians to safety. A crowd formed around Peter as he held Gwen's limp body after the Goblin had snapped her neck.

"No....no..no...please let this be a dream...a terrible dream". Peter spoke in a broken voice as he looked at Gwen's limp body"Gwen....Come on get up...". Natasha heard her son speak in pain as the rest of the Avengers looked at him concerned."Come on don't do this to me! Come on Gwen,Gwen! Gwen!". Peter held her body closely as he felt his heart break."ROMANTIC FOOL!!" Goblin had shouted at Peter. He then heard the goblin laugh in amusement, as Peter placed Gwen's body gently down and shot a web towards the goblin as the avenger's rushed over to try and stop him, but were too late."HE NEEDS TO PAY!! MAKE HIM PAY!! KILL HIM!! MAKE HIM SUFFER!!". Peter jumped up onto the Goblin's Glider and proceed to punch him as he screamed angrily."YOU BASTARD!! HOW DARE YOU KILL HER!!"."MAKE HIM PAY FOR KILLING GWEN!! SNAP HIS NECK!! MAKE HIM PAY FOR HIS CRIME!!MAKE HIM PAY FOR KILLING YOUR GIRLFRIEND!!" .The crowd was cheering him on as he then grabbed the Goblin and made him pilot the glider into the ground.

Peter quickly jumped off as the Goblin hit the ground hard. The goblin stood up and revealed circuitry and wires as he looked at Peter and laughed. Peter rushed at the robot and continued to beat it as he screamed."YOU BASTARD!!YOU'RE NOT EVEN HUMAN!! WHERE'S THE REAL GOBLIN!!". The robot  looked at Peter and then spoke."I am the real Goblin and my mission is complete". The goblin then proceed to evaporate as ge pressed a button on his gauntlet that caused him to be covered in acid to ensure no one will know who had created him. The crowd looked at Peter as the police came up to him. One of the cops saw what had happened and praised Spider-man for his attempt to save Gwen. Peter looked at the cop as he shot out a web and swung away with the avengers following him."I'm no hero.....".

The avengers had followed Peter to compound as they saw him crying hysterically in his room. Natasha rushed over to her son and hugged him."It's okay,sweetheart. It's okay". Peter looked at his mother and spoke through his tears."It's not,Mom! She died, Gwen died because of me!". Peter then looked over to a mirror as he saw himself in his suit. He quickly took it off of his body and handed it Tony as he stood their in only a pair of sweatpants. Everyone looked at the teen surprised by this as Tony spoke to him."Kid it wasn't your fault". Steve then chimined in to comfort Peter."Peter, it's wasn't your fault. You tried to save her. Soldier it's okay". Peter looked at the adults and shouted."NO MORE! NO MORE! SPIDER-MAN IS NO MORE! LEAVE ME ALONE,NOW!". The adults obayed Peter's wishes as they looked at him very concerned as they walked out of the room with Natasha being the last one out as she saw him cry,breaking her heart to see her child in pain. Peter layed on his bed and whispered to himself."No more" as he cried himself to sleep."The next day when i woke up i thought it was all just a nightmare....". The next day Peter had woke and got up from his bed thinking that every thing that happened the previous night was a terrible dream. He rubbed his eyes and walked out of his room and into the kitchen where he saw all the Avengers looking at him saddly. Peter looked at all of them and understood ."I was wrong". Peter felt tears form in his eyes as he was at a lost for words

The teen started crying uncontrolably as the Avengers tried to calm him down."Its all my fault and it always will be". Peter saw his suit and quickly grabbed it and started to tear it apart as the Avengers tried to stop him."No More.....NO MORE!! NO MORE SPIDEY!!". Peter threw the torn up suit in the trash before he ran off with tears in his eyes."Spidey is no more!".

To be continued...