So I'm gonna be gone for a bit. See I had this cat, her name was river, she was blind and for the longest time we didn't know why. Around a month ago we did tho. She was born with underdeveloped kidneys. So her kidneys didn't work properly and we didn't know how much time she had left. So we treated her like royalty. We gave her everything. Then recently they told us when she made it to a year she would need to get a needle twice a day, everyday. And then that when she made to a year turned to an if she makes it to a year. So three days ago, we got home after I finished work, and her neck didn't work. She just looked at the ground. She had lost all muscle in her neck. So our parents told us, we are putting her down. The next morning, our parents were gone, and so was the cat. She never made it to a year, and her last day, it was hard to look at her. And I know it's stupid, and I know, it's just a cat, but I loved her so much, she was a big part of my life, because we always had to help her. So I was recently going through old cat photos, and I literally broke down, because knowing I'll never see her again, or have her sleep on my chest, or hear her dragon like meow, really hurts. So yesterday my aunt came over, and my mom and her were taking. My dad wanted to get another cat, and my aunt then says "don't get another cat they'll resent the cat" and I'm like, bitch I want another fucking cat, and you better make sure it was rescued and has a disability. But it really sucks because she was so small and weak and she looked so broken on her last day alive. But a few things to know about me is that I'm female, I'm 13, I now have 2 cats, and I have 3 siblings.

This is river.

This is also river.

Also river
I'm done now.