"Junseo, are you sure he's coming?" Pete nibbled on his chips while Junseo tweaked the wheel of his race car.

"I mean, the first practice is in three months," said Pete.

"I'm his training partner and if I say we do a little pre-training then we do one."

Pete jumped out of his seat and squatted down next to Junseo.

"You're jealous!" he grinned.

Junseo side eyed Pete and said nothing.

"Don't tell me you've developed real feelings for this little one."

"Shut up Pete!" Junseo threw the wrench to the floor and straightened up.

"Ohhh you have!" Pete straightened up as well and grabbed Junseo's shoulder.

"And the new one is in your way because Y/n is dating him?"

"She's not dating him!" Junseo replied, pulling his shoulder out of Pete's grasp.

"Dude, you didn't want Y/n at first, you were reluctant to kiss her! What's changed!"

"Everything! Okay?!" Junseo replied.

"Everything means?"

"She's mine, only mine!" Junseo reached for the wrench.
"And this guy should learn to keep his hands off her!"

Junseo's words had barely died away when Jungkook came in.

Pete and Junseo both looked at each other.

"Good luck then!" Pete patted Junseo's shoulder and left.

"Isn't it a bit dangerous to drive a racing car at full speed in the snow?" Jungkook came closer.

"Leave it to me!" Junseo replied snidely.

"We'll go through the technical specifications of your car first."

"I know them by heart. " replied Jungkook and felt that Junseo wasn't really about the training.

"What kind of engines?" asked Junseo, approaching Jungkook.

Jungkook huffed and shook his head.
" V6 turbo engines!" he answered.

"HP?" Junseo was only inches away from Jungkook.

" With good engines 900 hp currently around 700. what's the point? " Jungkook replied.

"If you touch her again, I'll finish you off out there!" Junseo pointed to the racetrack.

Jungkook nodded ... " Oh, so that's what you're worried about!"

Junseo closed the last few inches between the two of them... " I'll... finish you off until you can never step on a gas pedal again!"

" Leave that to her. She's old enough to make her own decisions!" Jungkook turned around and wanted to leave.

"She's my fiancée," said Junseo.

Jungkook turned to him and grinned. He knew that this whole engagement was just a public farce.

"Of course...!"

"Listen Jeon! You better not touch Y/n again or else...!"

"Or what?" now it was Jungkook who closed the distance. "Do you think I'm afraid of you?"

Junseo pushed him back... "You should be if I were you. Don't mess with me."

"Save your empty threats and invest them on the track in the end. "

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"And you think this is the right restaurant for us?" my grandma looked at me questioningly.

"Grandma, trust me. You like seafood!" I grabbed her arm and wanted to enter the restaurant where the guy worked I thought my heart belonged to.

And honestly, I just wanted to come here to see him and my grandma was my trusted companion.

I could go out without my mother or Junseo nipping at my heels.

"Okay, have it your way, but we could have picked a classier one. " my Grandma sighed and patted my hand.

"Bourgeois food is the best grandma!" I kissed her cheek and we went inside.

The restaurant was busy and we sat down at a free table.

"It's nice that I can spend some time with you. Are you really okay Y/n?" My grandma looked at me worriedly.

"I'm okay." I said because I didn't want her to know what was really going on with me.

I kept looking at the door that led into the kitchen of the restaurant, hoping he would come out.

"Do you love him?" my grandma suddenly asked me and I looked at her and cleared my throat.

"Who?" I asked in return.

"Well Junseo!" said my grandma.

Instead of saying anything, I just smiled and sighed slightly.

"You barely looked at him at dinner, let alone touched him lovingly!" she said.

"Let's not talk about Junseo Grandma, let's enjoy the food. What are you hungry for?" I asked her and reached for the menu when I suddenly ...

"Have you chosen yet?"... I heard.

My head snapped up and my heart went from zero to one hundred.

"Hi!" came out of my throat in a squeak.

Jungkook smiled... " Hey ice princess?"

"You know each other?" my grandma asked.

"Oh...yes...Grandma this is Jungkook, one of the new drivers on Appa's team."

"Oh.Hello...!" my grandma held out her hand to him... "That's why you wanted to come here!" she looked at me.

"Uhm...!" I looked at Jungkook sheepishly.... " No.... I just ... didn't have the chance to eat here last time... That's why..."

Jungkook grinned... " Oh y/n loves to stalk me."

"What? No..no....!" I would have loved to fall into a deep hole.

"So Sannakji sounds good!" my grandma said and Jungkook nodded with a smile.

" Y/n ? And what for you? Or do you still not dare!" he winked at me.

"Sannakji!" I said mumbling and my appetite was gone.

"I'll be right back!" he said and left.

"Nice young man. How does such a down-to-earth boy come to be a racing driver!" said his grandma.

"I don't know! I hardly know him!" I sighed and leaned back." I'd like to get to know him!" I mumbled.

"He seems to have a crush on you!" she said.

"What?" my heart was pounding, but not because I was in love, but because I was afraid that my grandma...

"Child. I'm so old, I can smell infatuation for miles. And this young man is totally in love. ....in you!" she looked at me. Her expression serious.

"You should make it clear to him that you're taken. That's not a good idea."

"Grandma, I...!"

"Go!" she said and made a gesture with her hand.

"What?" I was confused...

"Go to him...tell him." she said.

"Now?" I was even more confused and she just nodded.

I looked at her questioningly..." Grandma, doesn't that have time....!"

"You don't have time... Go to him and tell him you like him too!" she smiled...

"Grandma?!"

"I don't like Junseo at all and I would do anything to break off this engagement. " she whispered to me.

Just as I was trying to answer my grandmother I got a text message....

"Come to the back! - Jungkook "

Oh shit.... what's happening right now... my emotions got the better of me...

"I'll be right back grandma." I said without hesitation and went to the back of the restaurant....

Jungkook was standing at a corner, apparently waiting for me...

When he saw me he smiled, grabbed me by my wrist and pulled me into a room with almost no light.

Only the shadow of his body could be seen.

"Before I do anything now, you have to tell me the full truth!" he whispered and I nodded..." Okay!"

"You and Junseo...is this really fake? You're not lying to me either?"

"No, it's just for the public, we're not a couple in private....!"

"Do you swear?"

"Yes!" I whispered and my pulse raced, my blood pumped like mad through my veins as he pulled me close to him.

"Why did you tell me that?" he whispered.

My heart...oh god...my heart jumped back and forth in my chest.

"Because I trust you!" I replied in a whisper.

"But...you don't even know me. What if I'm an asshole and sell this to the press?"

I swallowed and now my pulse was beating in time with my heart...

"Then you could have sold me out by now and you didn't."

"What are you doing to me Kim Y/n ? Are you playing with my feelings?" His face came closer to mine.

"I...I don't understand..." now my adrenaline was rushing through my body. I knew what was about to happen and I was more excited than ever.

"When I close my eyes I see you, when I'm awake you run through my mind, when you're far away I wish you were with me. When I think of you, I have this tingling in my stomach. So tell me Y/n ... what are you doing to me?"

He slowly pushed his hand behind the back of my head and I had to swallow,

My breath quickened, as did my heartbeat, as did my pulse.

Is that what it felt like? Is this the feeling I should have when I'm in love?

"I'm about to kiss you !" he whispered

I was too excited and nodded...put my hand on the side of his hip bone.

"Jungkook!" gosh...I heard my heart and the rush of my blood coursing through my veins.

"Hmm!" and he gently touched the corner of my mouth with his lips.

"You...know what you're getting yourself into with me?" i whispered and again he lightly touched the corner of my mouth....

"I know!" he whispered back.

"If you kiss me now, there will be no official dates, no touching in front of others...nothing..."

His hand behind my head held me in place....

"And then there's Junseo...!" I said....

"Y/n... as long as I can be with you, as long as you're with me.... "

I smiled.... " Okay!"

"I'm going to kiss you now , no matter what else..." he whispered and got down to eye level.

"Kiss me!" I whispered back and our lips touched so gently...

And we kissed and kissed and kissed....

And I realized that this was my first real kiss.

My first kiss that I also wanted and with someone who also wanted to kiss me....

I felt so good...so fantastic...I was floating and everything and everyone around me was forgotten...

At least for the moment...