"You know how to handle it?" The guy called himself Rocco, tattooed right under his eyelid. Cigarette in the corner of his mouth and he reeked of alcohol.

I nodded... "My father... He has some in his office and showed me how to unload them..."

"Okay, girl!" he held his hand out to me and moved his fingers.... he wanted his money... "I don't care what you want to do with it, but leave me out of it!"

My heart was pounding and I reached for the pile of money in my pocket and put it in his hand.

My phone kept ringing all the time.. .

I couldn't and didn't want to talk to Jungkook. Because it was all my fault. Bora had to die because I wanted to love.

Rocco handed me the gun in a plastic bag. "Two shots...!"

"Okay!" I stuttered, took the bag and left.

When I got back to the car, I pulled out my cell phone and called Junseo.

"Y/n!" his voice sounded calm like nothing happened....

I took a deep breath. "Where are you?"

"At my place!" he replied.

"Okay. I'll be with you in ten minutes!" and I hung up. .

He will pay ...I was sure of that... I'll make sure of that.

"Miss Kim!" Ivan turned to me.

"I'm not going to tell anyone anything. Nobody okay!" a slight smile flitted across his face.

"Thank you !" I whispered and pulled the plastic bag towards me.

"Wherever you want to go, just say so and I'll drive you there."

"Yu Junseo's place!" I said, and all my stress, all my deadness suddenly disappeared.

My heart beat in a steady rhythm and my brain switched off.

Ivan drove off and I played out my plan in front of me. I knew I only had this one chance and if I blew it...

It took less than five minutes for Ivan to pull up in front of the building complex where Junseo lived.

"Ivan, you don't have to wait for me. Go back to my mother, tell her I'm with Junseo. "

"As you wish miss!"

I got out and walked past the security guard. The old man gave me a friendly nod. He knew me.

With the plastic bag pressed tightly against my body, I walked to the elevator. As soon as I got in, I took the gun out of the bag and slipped it into my waistband.

10th floor... Yu Junseo...

I let out a heavy sigh and reviewed the last few hours.

How he enjoyed it... how his damn body touched mine...Bora... the burnt down restaurant...

I knocked and he opened the door.

"Princess, did you miss me?" that smirk on his face. Not a trace of regret.

He moved to the side and made a gesture towards the inside... " Come in..."

I hesitated for a moment, but I went in and flinched when he let the door fall into the lock.

As he stood behind me, I felt him try to keep his hand around my waist.

A shiver went down my spine...

I backed away, cleared my throat and turned to face him.

"Do you regret it?" I asked and swallowed.

"Do I regret what?"

"You...!" I cleared my throat again..." You raped me!"

Junseo huffed took a step towards me ""I only gave you what you deserved!" and at that moment I pulled the gun out of my waistband.

Junseo stared at me and his face melted away. I tried to keep my hand steady as I began to tremble.

My heart was racing like crazy, I could feel my pulse on my neck.

"Y/n!" he stuttered and slowly raised his hands. " What...what are you going to do with that thing!"

I aimed at his chest and it satisfied me to see that he was now in bondage to me.

"It was you, wasn't it? You started the fire?"

"Y/n! Put that thing down! Please!"

Junseo didn't move from his spot, his hands at the height of his chest... I could see the fear in his eyes.

"Admit it!" I whispered and the first tears started to roll.

"What the fuck! Admit what?" he whispered back " Y/n, please, you don't want this, you don't want to end up in jail!"

"You have her on your conscience, you killed Bora!"

"Shit...!" Junseo put his hands down carefully and took a step towards me.

"Come on Princess, you know I don't just have empty words and ... it was an accident!"

My throat tightened when I heard his words.

"You'll pay for this!" I whispered again, holding back my sobs.

"What are you going to do? Shoot me? Do you really think you can do that?" he huffed.

"You raped me, set the restaurant on fire and killed a young girl! I have nothing to lose except that I can never be with the man who truly loves me. I have nothing left to lose."

"Except that you'll end up in prison! Is that what you want?" Junseo closed the distance between us .

"Who says I want to be in prison?" I mumbled, sniffing away my tears.

"Why Junseo? Why?"

Junseo touched my face with his index finger and I felt him press his chest against the barrel of the gun.

"Because I fucking love you princess. I'll walk over dead bodies just to make you mine!"

"You don't regret anything?" I asked and unloaded the gun. The clicking sound made him flinch briefly.

Junseo bent down to my ear...
"Not for a single second. You've been a good princess and this gun won't make me flinch..."

And I pulled the trigger....

He immediately slumped to the ground and I gasped for air. I did it, I fucking did it.

That damn burden ... it was gone. I slumped next to him, his face contorted in pain, the corners of his mouth filled with blood... "Fuck!" he stammered...

"I love him ... He was the light at the end of my tunnel! ..." I whispered to Junseo. "You were my hell...you and my parents...my life...!"

"Help...me...Y/n!" I saw that his breath was fading." Please!"

I leaned over him ...

"Look at me!" I said quietly...

Junseos became short of breath...he kept gasping for air.

"Y/n!....Please!" his words were barely audible.

"I'm the last thing you'll see!" I whispered.

I have no idea how long I leaned over him...but at some point he just stared at me.

No breathing, no twitching, he just lay still on the floor of his apartment.

I looked down at him and saw this little bleeding wound left by a brine.

"Burn in He'll!" I said quietly and leaned back.

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. No one should have to suffer because of me. I am a mistake in nature.

I opened my eyes and reached for my phone and dialed Jungkook's number.

"Y/n! Baby where are you? I've been trying all this time...!"

"I love you!" I cut him off. "I'm so sorry! Please don't be angry with me!" Then I hung up.

I raised my hand, which had a firm grip on the gun.

Tears rolled down my smiling face.

I remembered the feeling when I jumped into the pool. The exact same feeling washed over me at that moment.

That's exactly what I wanted.

Free at last...

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Sona sighed as she switched off the engine of her car.

She got out and walked towards him.

Jungkook was busy removing the last remaining stones from the restaurant.

"Hey!" Sona said but Jungkook was so busy that he didn't notice her at first.

"Jungkook!" she tried to get his attention.

He turned to her. His face dusty .

"Hey!" he answered her.

"Are you making good progress?" she asked, pointing to the small pile of rubble.

Jungkook nodded.

"I heard you're out of the Kim's contract?"

Jungkook nodded again. " Yes!"

Sona sighed... " How are you?"

Jungkook took off his gloves and looked at Sona.

"What do youthink?. That son of a bitch survived." He clenched his Jaw.

"Have you been to see her?" Sona asked him.

Jungkook lowered his eyes and Sona could feel his pain. Because she felt the same.

"Don't ask me to do that. I can't!" Jungkook replied quietly.

"I'm sure she'd be happy if you came to see her!"

Jungkook looked at Sona with frowned brows. "Don't act like she's walking through the streets happily."

"Jungkook I just wanted to...!"

"She'll never know you're her sister..never...she'll never hear how much...damn .... how much I loved her..."

"Don't!" said Sona softly..

"I thought I could save her, show her she could be happy...fuck!" Jungkook turned around and ran his hand through his hair.

"I'm on my way to her, come with me! Please!" Sona went to him and gently touched his shoulder.

Jungkook sniffled.
"No!" he shook his head. " I won't forgive her."

"Jungkook please!"

"Sona! You don't understand! Junseo is alive and she... she's just...!"

Sona hugged him and Jungkook started sobbing . " why Sona why?"

"I miss her too and I'm as mad at her as you are but I love her and I know in your heart you still love her too. Come with me. Please!"

Jungkook released the hug, wiped away his tears and shook his head. " I can't Sona!"

Sona let out a soft sigh and nodded. " Okay!"

"The trial is in two weeks and I'm sure Junseo will get away with it. Only Pete was on the camera and he'll cover for Junseo." Jungkook said and put his gloves back on.

"I wish we could do something!" said Sona.

"I wish the bullet didn't just get stuck but went through." mumbled Jungkook.

"Jungkook think it over. Please come with me. It's been a month."

Jungkook just nodded. "I can't!"

Sona sighed...." Okay! But if you..."

"Sona!" said Jungkook and raised his brows.

"Okay!..Then...Bye. Sona turned and left.

Losing someone you just started to really love, someone you tried to protect only to fail, Jungkook was hit hard.

The news came in the night. His mom woke him up...

"Kim Y/n was found dead in her fiancé's apartment. According to the reports, Yu Junseo's neighbors heard two loud gunshots. Security had to break down the door to the apartment, where they found both of them. Yu Junseo was seriously injured yet he survived! According to the police, attempted murder and suicide are assumed"

Jungkook closed his eyes and tried to breathe calmly. "Fuck!" he muttered again and again.

He turned around and walked to his car. He was angry, at her.

If she had really loved him, if she had trusted him, he could have stopped her.

He was angry with himself. He shouldn't have let her go back.

The walk to the cemetery dragged on and Jungkook grew angrier with each passing minute.

When he arrived and got out, he slammed the car door shut. Her grave was not far from his sister's.

His heart was racing like crazy, as if it wanted to tear his chest apart.

Then he stopped. Right where she lay.

"I'm here... okay!" he whispered ... "I'm angry! I should hate you for this, but I....... !" Jungkook knelt .... put his hand on the grave. Fresh white roses lay on it. Surely from Sona.

"Shit!" .... he dug his fingers into the damp earth and cried softly... " Why Y/n? Why did you do that? You leave me here...on a pile of shards of my feelings...."

Jungkook looked up. Her name on the tombstone constricted his already broken heart.

"Sona is your sister! Did you know that? Your mother, your real mother will never know justice, everything will remain as it was... Junseo is alive and you're gone!" he tightened his fingers.

"At least do me a favor!" he took a deep breath..." Take care of my little sister! That's the least you owe me."

Jungkook stood up... "Bye Kim Y/n... you got what you wanted now."

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