I wonder if pain has a degree; if it can be measured on a scale of one to ten or be described.
And if my questions can be answered in a tone of agreement, can pain be SO much that it gets really hard to feel it?
Maybe, it still stabs every speck of your heart but you've gotten SO used to living with it, like, it's a part of you; that you don't notice it anymore.
Or you're numb.
Way TOO numb
to feel it.

-p.s.

P.S. Listen to 'Between the Raindrops' by Lifehouse.