Ceasar's POV

My whole family decided to go picnicking for the weekend. Of they they told me to invite Tyler along so she came along with me. I picked her up and we are driving to meet my parents now. 

I pick up Tyler from NY and now we are on our way to NJ. I get out as see her running with bags in hand with a smile that shine brighter than the sun. "Come here, you." I say to her as she drops her bags and comes in for a hug. 

"I missed you!" After she pulls me in for a kiss. 

"You ready for some fun?" She nods as I grab her bags and put them in the back seat. She gets in the car and we head on our way. 

"There is so much happening this weekend. You are in for a treat. Emma already plans on sneaking you away somewhere and Bonnie has been asking you constantly." 

"Is Natalie going to be there? I miss her and cute face." 

I chuckle, "Everyone will be there so yes you will see her face, hun." 

She laughs, I look at her confused. "What?" 

"Since when have we decided on Hun?" 

"I guess i just did, or would you prefer babe... Maybe Mi único?" 

"What does that mean?" 

"Wouldn't you like to know." I say with a smug grin. She rolls eyes and chuckle, "Fine, lets go with that one." 

We finally get to the place and all of my family members were conversing with one another and doing this. We walk in and Bonnie was the first to greet us. "Oh my god! You are here!" She immediately runs to Tyler and hugs her tightly. 

Adrian and R.J. walk over to us both and greet us as well. 

"Its about time you showed up." R.j. Said as he grabbed the back of my neck. I playfully punch his stomach. Adrian hugs Tyler.  Emma just seeing us walks up and grabs Tyler by the hand, "I'll take her thank you very much!" 

Tyler looks at me in sheer panic. I smile and tell her, "I'll see you later! You will be okay!" 

Unsure of herself she left with Emma. Adrian goes to follow them as I am left with R.J. We start walking into the lake house. 

"Mom and dad are excited to see you." R.J. says as we walk up to the house. 

"I was spending time with Tyler's family. I would have came sooner."

"Relax you know how they get if you are not here after a month they get all antsy." 

We walk into the house as we see papa Riccardo, dad cooking in the kitchen. 

"I told you Riccardo you are cutting the steak too big. It will take forever to cook." Says my dad. 

"Yeah but I cant eat those little things. I would need at least 10 of them to feel full." Riccardo says he pops one in his mouth. My dad looks up and smiles at me, "Hey! Look whose here!" I walk behind the stove and give my dad the biggest hug. 

"Hey dad." He brings me in and kisses the top of my head. 

"TORSHA, ROSIE, CESEAR IS HERE!" Yells Papa Ricky. 

"¡OH MI DIOS MI BEBÉ ESTÁ AQUÍ!" Yells my mother as she runs up to me with Momma Torsha quickly behind her, "Oh my goodness where is Tyler?!" 

"With Emma and Adrian at the moment." I explain as I give them both kisses on the cheek. 

"I will make sure to say hi to her. We are currently making dinner but we have some fun stuff planned for tomorrow morning. Also your guy's room is the one across from R.J. and Adrian's." Rose walks outside as Torsha grabs my hand, "So glad you got to show your face a little." She walks out as R.j. proceeds to show me where my room is. 

"And here you are." He sits on my queen sized bed. " I have been meaning to talk to you alone. 

"Are you and Adrian fighting again?" That is usually how it is. "Let me just skip to part when I tell you to apologize to Adrian and  that he is always right." 

He throws a pillow at me, "No you dick. We are fine. I wanted to talk about you." 

"Me?" I say confused as I sit down beside him. 

"It's about Tyler. " I wait for him to continue, "Do you think she is the.... like the one?" 

I give him a scowl, "Seriously?" 

" I'm being serious. I have never seen you in a relationship this long before." 

"It's been 6 months." 

"You longest prior was two months." He does have a point. "The reason why I am asking is because you seem happier. I don't know if its because you found yourself at college or her but i like this look on you."

"Look?" I laugh confused. "What look?" 

"Love." He says seriously. "You look like you are in love." 

I scoff as I get up from the bed, "I don't know what the hell you are talking about. Me and Tyler are happy. I don't know anything about love though." My anxiety builds in my chest. I haven't thought about if she loved me or not. 

"Right." He says sarcastically as he gets off the bed. 

" We can all see it you guys are in love. I just wonder who will say it first at this point." He says under his breath as he scurries on out. I grab my throw blanket and hit him with it on the way out. 

Within seconds, Tyler walks in confused at to watch just happened, Nearly startled by her immediate appearance. "Shit, Tyler you scared me. "

She looks at me confused, "What the heck is going on? Why did you throw a blanket at R.J?You okay?" 

I nod  as I grab her hands and pull her to me, "Yeah I'm okay." I hug her tightly as I think about the words R.J shared with me. I wonder how she feels about us. We haven't talked much about it since the night at the hotel. 

"Tyler..." I say as I lift her chin to meet her lips to mine. She deepens the kiss and run her fingers through my hair. I place my arms around her waist and pulled her closer to rub against me. 

"Mmmm..." She pulls away, "Not now... What if your family comes in?"

"You have a good point." I say as I lean in to kiss her neck softly. 

She pushes me away playfully, "It's good to be finally back with everyone. It's been so long." 

"Yeah, It will probably be our last time seeing them until we graduate. " I say as I sit next to her. 

"Yeah... I have been wanting to discuss that..." She says nervously. 

"What do you mean?" 

"We never really talked about what will happen with us after college..."  

"Is that... Something we need to talk about now?" I feel like there are so many unknowns with talking about this. I don't even know what I want from this after school. 

"Well I mean... Don't you want to?" 

"I mean... Just not right now... I kind of want to just be in the moment." I say as I start packing things away. 

"Well that doesn't work for me...."

She puts her hair up. Her shoulders and neck are in flushed read color. A sign that she was getting stressed and frustrated, "Is there something you are trying to tell me?" 

She sighs, "I got a...internship...." 

"Internship? What do you mean?" I stand in shock, "Why is this the first time I am hearing about this?" 

"I applied the beginning of my junior year. I didn't think I would get it. It's a very involved process and the dean called me a week ago and told me I was selected with two other girls." 

My throat became dry, "Where is the internship? and how long?" She doesn't say anything she just sits there and looks at me like she doesn't have the heart to tell me. I can feel my heart racing, "How long Tyler? Where is it?"

She slowly raises her hands, "Its in Russia and in France... For 2 years after graduation."  

At that moment my heart nearly stopped. 2 years!? I didn't even realize I stood up, " 2- 2years? And you are just going to go?!" 

She stands up, "I wanted us to talk about it thats why I am bringing it up now! I didn't accept yet or anything. I just found out and I have been thinking about it! It's a ballet program!"

"And what I am suppose to wait for  2 years?"  

She doesn't say anything at first and then her demeanor changes, "Again... Where do you see us after graduation?"

Our relationship is still very new to me. We have been dating for 6 months but we haven't really been with each other long. 2 years away from each other doesn't seem possible. So i give her my honest and raw answer, "I don't honestly know...." In that moment her eyes widen and her eyes begin to water. I grab her hands, "Tell me honestly, Do you want to go? Like say if we weren't together and we haven't met, would you go?" 

She looks down at the ground. I raise her chin up to look at me. Her eyes start over filling with tears. She nods.  In that moment sadness consumed me. I let her hands go and start walking away from her. This is too much to think about. I start to walk out of the room. She grabs my arm. I look at her tear riddled face, "Where are you going? Tell me whats going on in your mind? Don't shut me out!" 

"I just want to be alone right now. I need a moment to process everything."  She hesitantly lets go as I shut the door behind me. I go into a spare room as I lay and stare at the ceiling. I feel so numb right now. I don't want to her go. What if she finds a Russian or a French guy and decides to be with him? What if she get a job oversees and never comes back to the U.S.? What if my feelings change as I wait for her... I rub my face wiping strayed tears. 

I finally feel like I found someone I feel like I can be myself with and now she is leaving me and i'll be alone... Again.