Attention I'm sorry but I decided that I'll being discontinuing my stories but not forever I just need a little break my grades are slipping, I been making Cs and Fs during school and I haven't been thinking right for the past few month and I just want to get away from somethings for awhile so I won't be updating until maybe after February or January and I just want to relax I mean I don't want to this this to y'all but I just need sometime to think and make my life better then it is now because right now I am a no good slob who doesn't come out of her room unless food or her mom is going somewhere. I feel like I have been getting lazy I mean for God sake I can't even jog 1/4 of a mile with out gasping for air and school is just another store that doesn't have a happy ending and I found out somethings about my mother and I just feel like I'm alone right now and everyday I wake up I look in the mirror and want to just kill my self and end it all I hate myself and I'm sorry but I'm taking alitte break from wattpad I might be on 1 time a week to just see if a story can make me smile alittle and that's it I been feeling depressed and the pills I'm taking aren't helping they hurt my head and are making things worse so that's it I guess see y'all in February