The overwhelming fear that I’ll never be good enough and nobody really likes me. It’s in my head all the time and it never goes away. Because it’s the truth. Nobody needs me, I’m so fucking lonely

I’m not totally useless, I can be used as a bad example.

I think I'm losing my mind

Stop pretending to care

I'll be ok, just not today. . . and probably not tomorrow

I'm sorry that I have no energy I'm sorry I'm depressed I'm sorry I can't sleep at night I'm sorry I'm no fun to be around I'm sorry I'm insecure I'm sorry I can't eat a lot I'm sorry I'm going no where in life I'm sorry I have no reason to wake up

They broke you. They shattered your entire being. They cut you down with their words. They ruined you

Trust me, you do not wanna feel what I feel

Warning, for your own good, walk away. I fuck everything up. I'll probably push you away, that's my thing. I just dont want to hurt you. So please I'm begging you. . . don't enter my life. . .

And then suddenly I become sad for no reason and it takes me days to get over that feeling of being a mistake

Not wanting to talk about something, yet needing to talk about it. Needing to talk about it, yet not trusting anyone to talk to

Im a mess but I'm trying. . . I'm really trying. .

~Antonio and Andres