Not gonna lie, I do this a lot.

Yeah, I know. I sound like one of those attention hungry "self diagnosed" depressed people, but I'm being serious when I talk about this.

Crying is normal, it's what makes us human. We let pain out through crying, whether it be internal or external.

I mostly have it because I don't like to show emotion towards things. I mostly bottle it up until it over flows.

Then I cry myself to sleep at like 4 AM that way my family doesn't see me.

I think that's a rather normal thing to do, as my family won't have to see me in that state, and it gives me time to express how I feel about things.

I don't really count that as depression, rather than me just having a hard time being happy.

And then I show how I really feel when I overflow.

I don't know if it's just a me thing, however I find it normal.

I don't think I'm depressed or anything. I'm not in denial either.

Maybe I'm just weird.