The aroma of the freshly brewed coffee mingled with his sweet laughter creating a warmth feeling I've always longed for. His laughter that always captivated my heart.

I am leaning on the kitchen door as I watch him, talking with our fvckers friend, his laughter echoed in this room. The way his eyes crinkle when he smile or laugh. I sighed. How I wished I could be the only one to make him laugh like that.

Every time he walks into the room, my heart skips a beat, my breath catching in my throat at the same time.

His name is Sky and he was not just any boy -- he was one of my best friends, and became the focal point of my every thought, my every dream. 

Sky doesn't know how I feel. For him, I am just his childhood friend and one of his best friends.

"Baka matunaw yan, pre" someone said behind my back. "Gago!" I replied and slightly throw a punch to his abdomen.

It was Naveen. He just laughed at me.

I sighed as I sip my coffee. "Umamin kana kasi, pre" he said na parang ito ang pinakamagadang gawin.

Tinignan ko siya nang kunot na noo. "I would rather have Sky in my life as a friend than not have him at all." I said.

"Sa possessive mong yang parang hindi naman, binabakuran mo nga!" aniya nang tumatawa. 

I smirked at him. Pumasok na ito patungong kusina habang umiiling-iling.

I bet he's getting a beer.

All of our friends know how I felt for him, except for Sky. Maybe it was a blessing that he didn't know or a cursed.

I haven't confess yet. But, that doesn't mean na walang akong ginagawa. I always seduced him pero walang epekto sakanya.

I dont know if he's dense or maybe because where are both man and he doesnt swing that way.

Let see.

Ilang sandali pa ang nakalipas ay naubos ko na ang kapeng iniinom ko.

Muli ay napatingin ako kong nasaan siya at nagtagpo ang amin mga tingin. I saw him arched his one of his eyebrow twice it means where going home. I smirked on him as a response.

Hindi ko alam kong alam niya, but, 2 years ago he got bored while we are attending a party and keeps asking me if we could go home, acting all cute while arching his eyebrow, since then every time I saw him arched his eyebrow twice inaaya ko na itong umuwi. Sky and I are roommate —although he has his own place na minsan inuuwian niya rin, Pero dahil sa kagustuhan nang mga magulang niya noong nag-aaral pa kami he settled at my place to ease his parent concern.

I placed the mug in the kitchen sink and pinuntahan siya.. sila.

"Mauna na ako" casual kong palaam sa kanila.

"Fuck bro! ang aga pa... let's have beer! Mag diwang tayo haven't you heard what Elijiah said? He scored!" Sky reacted at sinang-ayunan nang iba.  I shrug at him at binalin ang iba upang mag paalam.

Lahat nalang ata ay ginagawa nilang rason upang mag inuman. Our liver can't survise this way. Baka bago kami mag 30 ay nasa langit na kami, kung sa langit nga ba ang bagsak namin.

Maybe he haven't figure out the eyebrow thing.

"Kaya nga" sigunda ni Naveen, while throwing in a can beer sa mga fvcker na narito ngayon. I gave him a middle finger in response.

Tinignan ko si Elijiah at tinanguan ito bilang paalam at nagtungo palabas nang pinto.

That fvcker was lucky! His cousin like him too. Lucky bastard!

I silently count why playing with my keys.

Five... four.. three.. two.. one!

"Fvck! fvck!" rinig ko mula sa aking likod.

Lumawak ang aking mga ngiti. I change my reaction and face him frowning. "You can stay" I said as a matter of fact.

"You're my ride, remember? Fvcker!" sagot nito.

Try riding me you mght enjoy it more.

I just whistle with my explicit thought.. I can't hage a boner while driving, can't I?

Dumetrso na ako sa driver seat at hindi na ito pinansin.

Makalipas nag ilang minuto ay hindi parin siya sumunod at pumasok sa kotse. I sighed as I pinch the bridge of my nose.

His testing my fucking patience.

I open the door and closed it harshly. I sighed again and walk towards him. Habang tinitigan niya lang ako nang masama.

Like any minute he'll fucking punch my annoying face. I smirked at him at make his eyebrows furrowed even more.

Tumigil ako sa harap nya at tinitigan siya. I'll be damned.

I roamed my eyes to his beautiful face. One hell of pretty face. My eyes stop at his luscious lips. It is always red.. naturally like its begging to be kiss or bite. I absentmindedly licked my lower lip. Fuck! So tempting.

Bumalik ang tingin ko sa kanyan mga mata. Despite of having an abnormal color of his eyes. I always finds it fascinating. If he has the guts to stare me, I could say I'll melt right away. Who would thought that an abnormalities will have this effect on me.

His shoulder lenght hair that suits him. He has a lean body, na kung i kukumpara mo sa katawan ko at mas maliit siyang tignan but I can say that all his muscles are in the right places. So fucking sexy.. So pretty for a boy. My very own boy.

"You have a pretty face and a very long hair" I whisper.

I reached the end of his hair and smelled it. Vanilla scent.

Fcvk! This is bad it's turning me on.

"Stop joking around! I'm not a she. And why the fvck you smelling my hair son of a bitch" he said while rolling his eyes.

Fucking cute. Rolling his eyes like that.

I bit my lower lip to stop myself from smiling. "I know.. I didn't say you're a...she. In fact I can see you as a man —a gorgeous one" I said as I move my hand to his nape and gently caress it.

One of the things I like about him, his not offended when I told him something like this, just pissed. Well maybe his used to it. I always told him his pretty.

Fuck, I'm whipped.