I don't really want to soak in all the events that have happened yet but I think it would be better if I did. If I do it when a huge depressing event happens then I don't know what I would do. I've read so many comics and they all lead to the hero's downfall, but then by some miracle, the hero rises stronger than ever. However, I don't think that will be the case for me.

Take that time with Kage, okay maybe both times, I didn't suddenly become powerful and safe myself. That first time I met Kage, he let me go and I began to float. The second time he put a hole in my chest. Not once has my powers saved me.

There's also the fact that anyone can use their powers on me and I wouldn't be able to do shit. I'm useless. This is the part where the hero aims to become stronger and trains every day to either become the supreme superhero or swap to the villain's side. I don't know about you but I pretty sure I don't have the confidence to do either of those.

I'm not finished with the essay and it's already the end of the day. I'm a procrastinator okay! Stop judging me! A queen can't do everything. That's why there are revolts and riots ... I'm screwed aren't I? I'm a bad ruler. I'm going to die!

"Jackie, I know you're in there. I can practically sense your anxiety rising."

"You put a hole in me!" I shout at the one and only Kage who somehow managed to find me based on his senses. Like, beast much?

"I know and I'm sorry. Please let me in."

"Or you'll force your way in? LIKE YOU DID MY CHEST!"

"You aren't dying or in pain so it doesn't matter."

"Kage. You put a hole in my motherfucking chest."

"And? I can take it out."

"I don't trust the person who gave me another glory hole."

"You had one already?" I can hear his smirk in his voice.

"How would you like to have your butthole threatened, huh? I can lead someone your way."

"Your butthole got threatened?" he laughs.

"Davis, no raping. Davis, no raping," I chant, still feeling violated from Dave and Sergio.

"Davis? You mean Dave?"

"Why was your older brother here? He fisted my hole."

"Your butthole?"

"My glory hole," I growl.

"You're confusing me now."

"What? Are you not out of the closet yet? THE RAPE CLOSET!"

"Why are you so obsessed with getting raped? If you want it so badly, you just have to ask."

"I need a body bag, shovel and Dave. I will get Dave to burn you to ashes then bury him with your cremated body. Yes. The plan is flawless."

"I liked it better when you were suicidal."

"Tables have turned, Kage. And I will end you," I threaten.

"Jackie. You're being ridiculous."

"No, you are the dick! Go get shoved by one!"

"You leave me no choice," he says darkly.

The stall door suddenly breaks apart from its hinges and crashes into the ceiling, burying itself in the plaster.

"You like burying things, huh?"

"Why are you crying?"

"I'm not! My eyes are sweating from your hotness!" A sad excuse, I know. But comedy is my only coping trait.

Kage sighs. "Are you in any pain?"

"Yes," I hiccup.

"Are you going to let me touch you?"

"No."

"Rape it is."

Mom. Please know that I love you. I had a good life and I don't care about any of the hardships we've been through. They were all worth it because I was with you. P.S. please destroy my hard drive.

Kage blocks my exit and shoves me back against the toilet. He kneels between my legs and lifts up my shirt.

"Where is it? Where's the hole?"

"I believe it's an illusion from your followers overseas."

"Who?" He digs his fingers into my sides, suddenly changing his mood. Bipolar fuck!

"They were twins! One was named Ash, I think!" I grimace in pain.

"Ash and Ciaran? What did they want?" he demands.

"They just said they were coming to get me and take me back with them and about a villain named Zeph! Kage, I don't think I'm a masochist so can you stop?" I beg. I scratch at his hands to get him to let go and he does.

"Zeph is back?"

"Not exactly. They said they just want to be ready or something."

"What do they want with you?"

"To colour in a colouring book. It's probably because they saw how stressed I am. They're so thoughtful."

"Jackie," he growls my nickname.

"Kage," I growl back, "GET THE HOLE OUT OF ME!"

He holds my gaze for a minute before he focuses back on my chest. He suddenly smirks, showing me that lady-killer look.

"Your nipples are small and pink, it's cute." He blows on my left nipple.

"Ngh!" I cover my mouth. Is this a porno? The fuck was that sound?

Kage looks up at me in surprise but starts grinning again.

"Jackie, if I didn't know any better, I'd think you were desperate to get fucked."

"I'm not! Just get owwaaangh! Staap," I moan when he licks beside my nipple. Which is now hard. I can hear the little bastard's thoughts. "Harder, daddy!" I accidently say out loud.

"What?"

"What?" I have turned into my true form. The space tomato boy! He's red. His skin is on fire! And he is going to get raped! "That wasn't me. It was the nipple. I promise," I stumble over my panting mind.

Calm down, you heathen! You need to make space for Jesus in the middle! Oh wow, now we're spooning Jesus. What have I gotten myself into!

"I am a holy Christian," I tell Kage.

"We're all sinners." He grins.

And I'm dead. I've died. Kage is now holding onto a corpse. There is no soul in there. Now I can be free from this weird dream. Take me back, reality! But oh, here comes gravity.