Dear girl,

Do you remember the old times
When you and I used to be fine ?
Do you remind the lakes we swam,
The warm beaches on which we tanned ?
Those memories are still vivid
In my lost mind now gone livid.
You did not betray me, I did,
And I truly denied Cupid.
I am sorry for what I've done,
I should have stayed all by my own,
'Cause in this hell I made alone,
Pain is the only one who won.
Get far away, get high and free,
Free from my toxic oppression,
The oppressive toxicity
I put on you with my actions.
I never deserved you at all,
And you did not deserve my fall,
So forget me and my fury,
You are better off without me.
The times we kissed, the times I've missed,
Those memories turning to mist,
I want them back, I want you back,
But for havoc I have a knack.
I don't want you to forgive me
Or my actions born of folly,
I just want to apologize
And hope you will have a good life.
You would never ask me for help,
And that is totally correct,
But if you ever need someone,
I can be there for you, for once.

Your old wound