" I love you-" " I'm leaving-" we both said at the same time cutting each other off - WAIT WAIT WAIT we are moving way too fast let's start over, from the beginning

Hi, my name is Stan Marsh, I'm currently 17 and I'm living in South Park, I am still handing out with the same few assholes who I've been with, since I started school

Those assholes are known as Kenny, Kyle, cartman and SOMETIMES Butters but he's grounded most the time what can I say? Must suck to be him

Fun fact, in South Park no one cares if u break the rules, or if ur gay, lost your virginity, is a whore- you get the point

But I've learned that if u fall down either mentally or physically you get your ass up, with no help or assistance but that's besides the point.

My best friend is and will always be Kyle, he's known as the Jewish boy with a lot of anger issues
But he's not THAT  bad... But moving on

I've liked him since I broke up with my ex girl, Wendy, yes we are still friends and we are not as close as we were before

I have a drinking problem, yes but it doesn't get in my way or at least I try to make it out of the way when it comes to my romance life, but it does

I have tried to stop but... There is nothing good about the whole situation it just sucks ass and that's about it,

I am however not as addicted as I was before, I only do it once in a while.

Me and Kyle have always been close and I hope it stays like that

I don't think Wendy has ever made me feel the way Kyle does, like

When she holds my hand it doesn't feel like how it does when Kyle even touches my hand even if it's a accident

I still feel some sort of spark in my heart? I don't know what the actual fuck I'm saying but you must have felt that feeling at SOME point in time.. Right?

I woke up one day where me and Kyle decided to meet up because he had something to tell me

And I knew today was the day, today was the day I would tell him exactly how I felt

If he doesn't feel the same I would be hurt but- yeah no I would just be hurt...

I changed into a normal outfit and rushed out of the door as I heard Shelly yelling something but it's probably not important

I walked to the park before I saw Kyle sitting on a bench with his in his hands and he looked as if he just saw a man get murdered in front of his own eyes

" hey dude! " I said sitting next to him getting most of his attention

"Sup... " he said he didn't seem to have much positive energy in him

" something bothering you? " I asked putting a arm around his shoulder he looked at me with pure worry and depression in his eyes... His beautiful loving green gorgeous magnificent eyes.... OPPS SORRY I WENT OFF TRACK BACK TO WHAT WAS WRONG

" yeah I have something to tell you... " he said and immediately looked away and started shaking his lap

" well dude, me too  " I said with a goofy smile as if I was Butters

"Oh well um wanna say it at the same time? " he questioned with curiosity and wonder in his voice

" I don't mind " little did he know I did- would mind

" ready? " he asked and I nodded yes and here we go

" i love you-" " I'm moving-" we both said and froze in shock... He was moving...?

" w-what" I said with a tear slowly developing in my eye and his just staring at me with a list face and rosy cheeks

" I'm going to Canada for a few months for Ike also what did u say? My mind blanked out" he said as the tear went down my cheek and my mind left me and went in 17 different places and all at the same damn time

After two minutes of him looking at me I coughed quietly and stuttered

" I like you- no I love you Kyle I think your perfect in every way possible, I'm sorry I waited so long and not telling you I was just- in denial I guess but I'm sure you mightn't feel the exact same but it's fine I suppose "

He blushed and smiled at me while standing up and pulling me up one time

" dude- I don't believe it, are you serious? I can't believe it - I feel the same Stan " he said hugging me and I was still shocked, he responded the exact same way I didn't expected him too

" we can be together if you want " he said with his head in my chest and I hugged back

" yeah, when are you moving? " I asked as he looked up at me

" tomorrow... " he said letting out a nervous chuckled

" WHAT-"

Stan pov break
( while all of this was going on)

Kenny and cartman in the bushes next to them

Cartman : their so gay

Kenny : I know right

Cartman : you think they'll make out kinnie?

Kenny : bet.

Stan pov break over back to his pov

Me and Kyle were still in contact even though he was miles away

We would both face time almost every night but sometimes he would be too busy too but it was fine

Time skip cuz yes 😍

Me and Kyle we both excited too meet back up because on this day I was going to meet him at the air port

I was not only excited to be with him he was going to spend the night at my house

I waited patiently before seeing him walking out before I ran up to him hugging him tightly

" dude! I missed you! " I yelled as he wrapped his arms around mine

" I missed you too " I said as he pulled away grabbing his bags explaining that Ike his mom and dad would be on another flight but in all honesty I wasn't paying attention

We made it back to my house and my mom greeted him bye the door and we went back up to my room

" what now? " I asked laying on my bed and he followed after he placed his bags on the floor

After he sat next to me I pulled him down so that he was in my arms

" I still love you... " I said looking in his eyes as he looked back at mine " who said I didn't love you anymore? " he said as I took off his hat and mine and threw them on the floor

" hey! " he said as his fluffy hair was the same as I last remembered

" I like when you don't have ur hat on" I muttered and he just closed his eyes and drifted off in to sleep

I wouldn't want it any other way.

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your favorite asshole here hope you enjoyed 😶 I need help. that's all 1200 words bye