Melissa P.O.V

I had been sick for weeks, throwing up everything i ate and everything i drinked.

Knockout was looking over me once again,this time with good news.

"She is going to be better this week, youst give her this and keep her in bed."

Knockout gave Soundwave the medication witch he started to read on the note what to do.

I stood up wobbeling slighlty, Knockout seeing this lifted me and sat me down. I took out a wrench and scratched his paint with a smirk.

I always had a wrench with me, i have planed this for weeks and now finnaly i got to scratch his lovely paint.

He gasped as he growled grabbing the berth.

Soundwave looked but didnt do anything.

Suddenly Megatron came through the door looking at the scen before him. He took Knockout by the helm and throwed him into the wall, i laughed quietly and closed my eyes tiredly.

"Take her to my room knockout, i have no more tasks to attend,taking care of a human pet cant be hard, she will be quiet"

Soundwave gave the medicine to megatron.

Megatron walked ahed to his room with Soundwave as Knockout got up muttering and lifted me of the bed growling.

I looked at him and rubbed his arm with a smile.

"Sorry just wanted to see if your reaction was true"

"Wha-"

"Dont even ask"

I nuzzled my head into the pillow on his servo , i was getting used to be held by everyone while walking around, it was like being in a slow swing.

Once arriving at Megatrons room i was softly placed on the bed while Megatron talked one last time with Knockout, Soundwave sitting next to me on the bed.

"If i get disturbed i am going to rip out your spark, Now leave"

Was the olnly thing i could hear.

Megatron sat on the floor next to me giving me a glass of water and a blue pill in the glass.

I drank it quickly i was so hungry, a d that pill looked werry yummy .i wish i could eat a donut without throwing it up one hour after.

I looked at my wrist , a blue and black rubber bracelet, Kevin... i missed him so mutch.

I smiled to myself stronking my bracelet, He always texted me goodnight, and at least one time a month i accualy could talk to him face to face.., but my phone was dead, there was no more reason to live in my life. I looked at my wrist, stroking my scars.

Both Megatron and Soundwave noticing this, Soundwave grabbed my hand.

"Question:Why scars on your arm?"

"I..i.."

I gulped trying to hold back my tears.

"Its called cutting... somethings deeply depressed humans do when they are sad the ones that dont have a brain does it."

Megatron sat quiet just listening, first time ever.

"Fact:Melissa have a brain"

"Not back then, i was stupid, and if ever have kods in the firture, and they ever did see my scars, what would they think?."

"Question:Melissa stoped?."

"Yes, i found love in a hopless stadge of my life, but i had my 'sister' as well, we talked on internet of course.but she is saved my life, and my boyfriend... kevin"

"Question:Melissa, loves kevin?"

"Yes, endlessly.. but i never got a chanse of hugging him... that is my biggest wish"

I hugged my knees svallowing my tears.

Soundwave lifted me up stroking my back, i couldnt hold it more and started crying into Soundwaves chest. It was so long ago someone held me as i was crying... i cant even remember the last time someone did that.

Megatron sitting there just watching, but suddenly he stroked my cheek with the tip of his finger, i leaned closer his finger, i was suprided he showed so mutch comfort, in front of soundwave as well, but i knew how close friends they are.

After a hour of crying, only my small sobbs could be heard and i fell asleep this time dreaming about the only thing i cared about, Kevin.