Confessions
Melissas P.O.V
---Later----
I walked through the hall spotting Ultra magnus door. I quietly knocked and stepped to the side.The door opend.He looked around then down at me.
"Melissa?, it's 1:03 am what are you doing out here?"
"The bed is cold and im scared...c-can i sleep with you.."
"Why me?"
"Everyone else is asleep."
He stood quiet for a few minutes and stepped to the side.I stepped inside slowly, standing next to his berth.He lifted me up and carefully placed me on the berth.He walked over to his desk and sat down looking at a datapad.
"Ultra magnus..."
"Yes?"
"Can i... confess something to you...?"
He turned his helm slightly.
"Yes, go ahead"
I sat down on the cold berth looking down.
"Between 2-3 grade i was mean to a girl that was one year younger than me..."
I paused and i keept looking down.
"I made rude comments about a illness she had...she had like her lip up so her front teeth showed... I remember i said that she should close her mouth and some more things i cant remember..."
I started to tear up slightly but swallowed it.I didnt have the right to cry.
"And i realice.. now.... six years later.... of how... a close feeling to what she feelt..Karma got me."
I chukled slighlty.
"It hit me hard.But now.... i also realice why i did that...My parents seperated when i was very young...And all feelt like it was my fault. I had none to take out my anger on.... And she happend to stand in the way.."
Ultra magnus looked down at the datapad again.
"And it feelt like none of my parents wanted me..."
A few tears dripped down my cheek.
"And suddenly... i found you... Transformers.. It feelt like i had something... in common with you and after time i loved it more and more.still untill this day i keep loving you even more..."
I smiled slightly.
"My parents dont want me to keep talking about transformers.. but it gave me so mutch.. so manny friends.. the love of my life... My reason to live and cope with life"
"And from 2-3 grade it didn't go any better, i was bullied already then, i never fitted in,i spent my 4-6 grade making the wrong choises and being with the wrong people.. 7 to my currently 9. frozen out and left alone. once again, hanging out with the wrong people. I just... dont fit in.. I would love to be with the guys but.. im so shy.Its not fun to be with girls in my age i mean come on its all about,sex,clothes,make-up and guys.And none of it is fun.I want to talk about games,transformers comic con, the best places to snipe someone..."
"Its 1% chance for me to ever meet someone like that.Becuase todays society is so corrupt and ur supposed to be like a walking fraggin stick!"
I cleared my throath.
"Sorry got a bit of track there.. but the point is.. Im so sorrry and i cant even apolegice..."
He suddenly stood up and lifted me up as he laid down on the berth.Placing me over his sparkchamber.I started sobbing clinging to his chest as he rubbed my back and turned the lights off.. and everything went black...
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