Jungkook

What the fuck. Why do I feel hurt when she says she had been doing fine?

Maybe because I wasn't fine? Is it that?

Or is it more the fact, that I wanted her to having missed me?

We sat in front of each other, silently sipping our coffee, while avoiding each others gaze. Or it was more her staring down at the table and me desperately trying to get her attention pathetically. 

I cringed at my behavior  when I realized that, if it went like this any longer, I would become like that again. I would again become the love struck puppy that risked his everything to keep the one person that didn't actually care about him happy.

But yeah, what should I do? I had only been happy when she was happy, and it didn't seem to have changed till now. So, I had a right to act like the asshole I was, in order to not become like that again.

Her voice - which was more of a whisper - brought me out of my thoughts about past events, remembering me how much she too had changed in only three years.

"Why did you leave?"

Her voice sounded so sad, I would find it pathetic if there wasn't this faint tone in it, that signalized me how she was still desperately searching for something that proved her that her soulmate wasn't bad. That I hadn't become an actual ass.

"I went abroad, to study in Japan. You already know that." I said, keeping his answer as short as possible.

She shook her head, that was still looking down into her half empty cup, "No. I didn't"

Her voice was still a mere whisper, also was when she said the next thing.

"But that wasn't  what I meant. Y-you..."

She bit her lip in frustration and looked up to me - me finding her eyes sparking in anger.

"You could've just told me? We could've stayed in touch! What the fuck did I do wrong?"

It hurt to see that she actually assumed that she was the one doing something wrong, when the only thing she did that was wrong, was being who she was: My damn soulmate.

I bit my lower lip, while a tiny fight occurred in him, of wether I should tell her or not.

You're engaged, Jungkook. She isn't a part of your life anymore. Don't be a fucking coward and tell her.

Simple thing.

"Well, it was just..."I began, seeing her eyes light up in anticipation.

2nd person

"Well, it was just.."

He brushed his hair back, his whole body language telling you how uncomfortable he was right now.

"I lost... myself in this whole thing. Y/N I almost beat a two years older guy to death because of you."

Your eyes widened at the statement and you were about to say something but he cut you off.

"Yeah, I know you didn't know about it. That's what I intended. You were already so scared of me when I beat up that other guy. The point is, this whole soulmate thing makes you do strange things. I didn't notice it but everyone around me did. I became like a slave to your happiness. I gave up my own needs to keep you happy. As I realized it I was afraid of myself. Afraid of what you made me do without even knowing it. Y/N, you had such a control over me I-"

He stopped all of a sudden and you realized that you'd listened to him with wide eyes and an open mouth, being completely taken back of the reason why of all what happened - that could've been solved by simply talking to each other. You had been close enough back then.

Due to your kind of dazed state you very a bit startled when he stopped talking all of a sudden.

His eyes locked with something behind of you and you were about to turn around to look what it was, when he grabbed your neck and pulled you into him, kissing you deeply.

 The grip on your neck was strong and you weren't able to move away from him. Sadly that wasn't what you wanted either. Again, kissing your soulmate is just like the best thing ever.

His tongue pulled over your bottom lip before he detached himself from you, leaving you staring at his lips in awe.

"Y/N? Jungkook? What is this supposed to mean?"

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