The woman stood in front of the both of you and you asked yourself how much the universe could hate you.

Not only was your soulmate an ass, but also a manipulative little hoe.

Sera began to tear up and you knew that she was ready to throw a tantrum. But before this could happen you jumped up abruptly and made your way past her as fast as possible, avoiding eye contact with anyone in the room.

The door clicked when it closed behind you, and you didn't dare to look back.

3rd Person

He watched the girl leaving and the feeling of loss over came him.

Jungkook had never really felt any kind of regret towards her and the fact that he'd left her. But he slowly started to understand the whole impact of the consequences that his actions brought with them.

Not only did he manage to make his soulmate hate him, but also was the bond between them - now that they met each other again - ten times stronger.

While watching her leave he had to restrain himself from following her, though he didn't really know why he did so. Whatsoever he totally forgot about his fiancée standing in the door frame, at the verge of tears.

"W-Why.." Her voice was a more of a whisper and had something in it, that Jungkook thought to be over-dramatic, "Y-You said you loved me."

Sera stared at him in disbelief and all that he knew to do at the moment, was looking down in shame, although him being sorry was directed towards another person than her.

"I know." Was all he said, not wanting to upset her even more.  Y/N had been right, Sera did not deserve this. She just became a victim of his selfishness after he run away from his problems and the girl he actually loved.

"You said you loved me" She began to hiccup, "But kissed some random whore instead."

Jungkook's head shot up and he instantly felt how he got back into 'mate-defense-mode' again. He had called it like that jokingly, the moments when he wasn't able to think clear because she was hurting and/or someone talked bad about her.

"Listen you whiny bitch. She's not some random whore." He hissed, deep inside knowing how dumb and unfair his actions were, "She's my fucking soulmate."

And while he rushed past her to follow his soulmate, Sera felt how this feeling of betrayal transformed into pure anger. He had no right to treat her like that, treating her like trash all of a sudden! But well, she wasn't the first on to think so.

At the end, that's what the shadow side of this bond was.

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The twenty years old slowly approached the door of his soulmate's ridiculously small apartment, wondering what kind of live she lived today.

On the other side of the door, there was a girl leaning back against the cold wood, eyes closed and tears running down her cheek. She didn't want to be the cause of such trouble. She didn't want to be in such trouble. She wished she had never met him back then, never went to that place.

When he came closer towards he apartment she felt him, and so did he. She tried to breath as quiet as possible, hoping he would just go away.

But he didn't, and she heard him shuffle behind the door, when he was sitting down on the other side, his back now also leaning against the wooden door.

And then it was quiet.

Quiet, for a long time.

At time in what the girl thought about a lot.

About the time before they had met again, before he even left her. About Felix and the kiss between her and Jungkook. About how good it had felt and how good his simple presence was, though she couldn't see him. If only he wasn't such an ass.

He listened to her breath slowly calming down and felt this sensation in his chest he always felt when he managed to help her in any way, although this time he was the cause of her misery.

He wanted to say something, anything. He just didn't know what and it was hard for him to put his emotions into words, especially when he didn't even know what he felt himself.

So, he wanted to say something, but Y/N beat him to it.

"D...did you ever miss someone so much, that it hurt physically?"

Jungkook flinched at the sound of her voice. It was hoarse, as if she had cried and sounded so unbearably weak.

"Yes. Yes, I did." He said, his own voice sounding unusually insecure.

"I... don't believe you."

Jungkook sighed and leant his head back against the door.

"Could... you open the door for me, Princess?"

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777 words, if this isn't a sign

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