I wonder
If we ever think about eachother
At the same time...

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You checked yourself one more time in the mirror before taking your phone and coat, ready to leave.

Felix had been nice enough to offer you to give you a ride, and you happily accepted his offer.

It was cold outside and you felt chills forming on your skin, as you exited your apartement, waiting for Felix to pick you up.

Howsoever, he managed to be twenty minutes too late and you felt like an ice block when he finally stopped infront of you.

The door swung open and you gladly entered. Instead of greeting the overly attractive guy beside you, you couldn't help but to tease him,"Being in time doesn't seem to be your strength."

He snorted but you saw him grinning,"Shut up cutie, or I'll make you."

You gasped dramatically,"Felix!"

He laughed, making you too smile.

While driving he turned his head towards you, "You should do that more often."

You blinked, "Do what?"

"Smiling. It fits you."

Then it was quiet for a long time. You had to think of Felix' words. Did you smile that rarely?

But you snapped out of it as soon as you two reached your destination.

The party was already on full go, since you two arrived slightly too late.

Felix helped you out of the car and together you walked towards the house, where Sera and Jungkook lived together.

The whole place was crowded and smelled like smoke and alcohol, mixed with the sweat of the heated guests.

You couldn't help but to scrunch your nose as the smell hit you and you immediately felt uncomfortable at the place, not to mention that you weren't the type to party anyways.

Why did I agree to come here?

In that moment Sera fought her way through the crowd to greet both of you.

Her cheeks were flushed and her hair messy, it looked like she just had a heated make out session and it was obvious with who, making you want to throw up.

"Hey guys!" She screamed over the loud drumming music, "You're a bit late but that's not a problem! Have fun! Drinks are over there!"

And with tha she disappeared in the ocean of dancing people.

You felt Felix, who stood behind you, leaning his head in your direction, "Let's get us some drinks and then search a more quiet place 'kay?"

You nodded at him thankfully and let him lead you through the room. You found yourself in the corner of the living room, besides the dark staircase.

"Wait for me, I'll get us something."

You once again just nodded, happy about Felix being with you in this strange situation.

You watched the crowd, trying to figure out any familiar faces but you didn't seem to know anyone in here. In rather discomfort, you stood between strangers who were either dancing or making out and you once again realized how you weren't used to so many people, literally feeling uncomfortable with them.

Jungkook also used to feel like that. But he obviously changed in these past three years.

Felix came back with two red plastic cups in his hands and handed you one, smiling at you.

"You don't like it here that much, do you?" He asked laughing.

You shook your head, "I never liked things like that."

And then you answered mumbling, thinking Felix couldn't hear you, "And Jungkook neither."

Felix cocked his head to the side, obviously having heard what you said, "What is it with this Jungkook and you?"

"Nothing, just..." You hesistated to tell him, thinking that the blonde guy, you came to like in such a short time didn't have to do with your stuff.

"We used to be really close. He was my childhood friend since I was four."

"He 'used to' be?" Felix asked again, making you shrug.

"A lot has changed, I guess."

Felix clearly wasn't satisfied with your answer but decided to not ask any further.

You stood there at the stairs for a while and you noticed how Felix didn't leave your side once, making you feel really bad.

"You don't have to stay with me all the time, you know? Go and enjoy the evening!"

Felix grinned at you softly, "You know I just came her for you, right?"

You opened your mouth, and then you closed it again.

"No."

He didn't stop grinning as he leant closer.

"Well, now you know." He whispered, so that only you could hear.

And then he kissed you.

Well, kiss is maybe a bit too much. It was more like a shy peck on the lips. But it did have a similiar effect on you.

When he pulled away your cheeks were flushed and you too grinned, looking at him.

Felix was about to say something, when he got pulled away by a really, really drunk Jungkook.

"D-Don't touch her."

He stuttered drunkly and you looked at the man, you hadn't seen a single time at the party, in utter confusion.

"Jungkook?", you mouthed in surprise until a sentence left your mouth that wasn't supposed to be said, "Weren't you busy making out with Sera?"

He was suddenly leaning closer. You stared at the guy, whose strawberry cream-like hair was slightly messy and who had a strong scent of alcohol on him.

He snorted at your question, as if the thought was absolutely ridiculous.

"Yes. I was."

With that he came even closer, until your back touched the wall, trapping you between his arms.

You looked for Felix to help but you couldn't see anything but Jungkook. And his deep brown eyes that once again gave you the feeling as if their stare would suffocate you.

"Jeon Jungkook, what are you-"

He shut your mouth by slamming his lips against yours.

The kiss wasn't gentle or enjoyable in any way. It was rough and longing and did nothing but scare and - most importantly - confuse you.

He didn't seem very conscious about his own actions and pulled away soon.

"I- that felt good princess." Was all he stuttered before he left, leaving a dumbfounded girl behind.

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There's this saying in my language, that drunk people and kids always tell the truth.

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