dark.

the place was just dark, no lights or anything.

yoongi tried to move, but something held him in his place. he wanted to scream for help, but nothing came out of his throat.

he began to cry, thinking that he was trapped here, before something changed.

yoongi was now on top of a building, but he saw two people there.

one was hoseok and the other was...himself?

he took a step to them and could see how hoseok cried, having the other yoongi in his arms.

»h-hyungie...d-don't leave me...please...«, hoseok choked out and pressed the body against himself.

»'m sorry...i love you hoseok...«, the yoongi in hoseoks arms whispered, before closing his eyes.

that's when yoongi noticed how blood was dripping down from himself.

»y-yoongi p-please...you can't leave me like this...«

yoongi looked at hoseok and was so sad, to see his best friend, the person he has loved for years, cry so hard.

hoseok never cries.

yoongi tried to reach out to him, but someone called out for him.

and then everything faded to black.

»—oongi hyung! wake up!«

yoongi sat straight up and was breathing heavily.

he looked around and noticed all his friends there, but he just wanted to cry because of his dream.

»hyung! we thought you would never wake up!«

»i'm sorry...«, yoongi apologized and sighed. he stood up and wanted to go to the bathroom, so he could cry in silence and not let everyone see it.

»hyung, you are not going anywhere. you need to rest.«

yoongi looked at hoseok and gulped, remembering that hoseok cried in his dream.

»i just need to go to the bathroom...«

before someone could say anything, yoongi stumbled there and when he was in there, he let his tears free.

yoongi just needed to cry sometimes, but he didn't want his friends to be concerned about it, that's why he cried silently, away from the others.

it was always like this, and it would never change.

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yeah, i'm updating this story again