one day like another.
always depressed and not happy in yoongis life. he tried to get better, but everything always gets worse then before after that.

but it got worse than ever, when his best friend, jung hoseok, got a girlfriend.

'oh, it's just his best friend, why would it bother him?' would many people think

to yoongi, hoseok was more than his best friend. he thought of him more than a friend, hoseok didn't think that way like yoongi did.

hoseok was straight as a ruler and always liked girls, not showing interest in any boys.

yoongi didn't think of it in any bad ways, maybe he just didn't want to come of as weird if he showed interest in boys.

yoongi always hoped that one day he could tell him that he loves him, but now his world got shattered.

hoseok had introduced his girlfriend miyeon to yoongi yesterday. yoongi wanted to cry, but smiled through the pain that day.

"come here holly..." he whispered and gestured the dog that he should come to him. holly instantly got to yoongi and the man picked him up, placing the dog beside him.

yoongi smiled at holly and petted him, before he sighed.

"i wish love was easy holly...but you wouldn't even know what i'm even talking about, right? you're just getting loved by me all the time and don't have to worry about anything..."  yoonie talked with the dog and holly looked confused at him.

the short man chuckled and then layed back on his bed.

he wanted to go to sleep, but something wouldn't let him.

and it was someone on his phone.

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