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32: Lost?

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Third person P.O.V

Taehyung froze on his spot and the same went for Jungkook who felt like his whole world crumbled at those words. He felt a fear rising up in his jumbled-up brain...

Jimin was always there for him... he was the one to make him smile when I broke him. Jimin was the one who tried to mend his heart. He will choose him. I lost him... I lost him...

Those thoughts were echoing in his mind as tears were continuously falling from his eyes, causing his chin to be wet as well. He saw how Taehyung quickly looked at him after hearing those words and he found himself gulping down the pain.

"I can't hear that." He made up his mind not to hear Taehyung's answer, had known well that there was more chance of a yes which he won't be able to bear at all.

When Taehyung heard those words, Jimin was still leaning on him and heard more words but below a whisper.

"It's ok if you don't feel the same. I am not forcing you to have the same feelings, I just told you mine. I am sorry for rushing things, I just can't keep that to myself anymore." While hearing those words, his brown orbs settled on the shaking figure of Jungkook who was standing like a statue.

Taehyung saw him stumbling backward before turning back to the driver's seat in that broken state. He felt a harsh pain in his own heart after seeing his condition, slightly alert too.

"N- no." He mumbled and tried to free himself from Jimin's arms when Jungkook started the engine and moved the car in a bit unstable way.

He was afraid that Jungkook's condition wasn't like driving, and wanted to stop the boy.. why? Because he cared for him..... still, because his heart was like those ones, which rarely fall for someone, but when they did, they fall harder.

Jimim felt him struggling in his grip, Taehyung tried to move towards the moving car but he was late as the car was already gone.

"No. J- Jun.-" He stopped midway having Jimin grab his wrist gently.

"Where are you going?" The blond asked in confusion because Taehyung was panicking a bit.

Taehyung looked back at Jimin who had his eyes filled with concern... nothing more. He was struggling with his own mind, if he left Jimin like that, it must be unfair to the boy who was always there for him. If he ignores Jungkook... his heart was hurting.

"Tae? You ok?.. let's go inside, you don't look fine." Jimin frowned, watching Taehyung spacing out. At the lack of response, Jimin helped him inside his new house and made him sit on a sofa placed in the living room. He went to the kitchen to grab some water for Taehyung who was still sitting like a statue.

"Here drink it and rest.. we will talk later." Jimin handed him the water and to be honest, he was feeling guilty that he bombarded the boy with such a big thing while he just returned from God knows where.

Taehyung was still silent and it definitely caused Jimin to be more worried. He slumped in front of him on one knee, grabbing the untouched water glass from his hands, and placing it on the table, he grabbed Taehyung's hands softly to which the other flinched a bit.

"Are you hurt? Because of my words?" Jimin started but Taehyung was just looking into his eyes with no emotion or maybe more than just emotions that he couldn't understand himself.

"I know it's weird what I said earlier. But I told you, don't feel burdened. I am happy if you are happy that's all I want. It's not necessary to return that feeling. I told you what I feel.. and to be honest, I liked you since I first saw you." Jimin smiled a bit remembering the night.

"You gave me a glimpse of myself that night, my past self. I never let anyone enter my heart.. but you beat me up and entered my property without permission." He looked back to those brown orbs and found Taehyung looking at him with teary eyes.

"I- I am sorry." That's all he could say to the blond who just chuckled, hurt clear in his voice which he poorly tried masking. 

"Don't be.. rest ok? And let me inform Jin Hyung that you are here." Taehyung got up with his heavy heart and stumbled towards his room.

"W- why are you making me weak again? W- why? Don't do this, please. I can't bear that.. please." He let out a sob, slumping near his bed, recalling how the raven-haired cried with his eyes screaming hurt.

Jimin heard his words from outside and felt hurt himself. He definitely saw Jungkook standing at a little distance, but he decided to avoid his presence... he did that intentionally, to let that boy know... he lost a gem.

But now he felt puzzled by hearing Taehyung's words.

"Does he still-" He cut his own words by shaking his head.

"No way.. he hurt him.. how he can?" It was a futile rebuke, but deep inside he was feeling that he was definitely insecure.

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Jin was returning back to Seoul and decided to check up on Taehyung first. He even got calls from Namjoon, Taehyung's manager asking about Taehyung and he told them that he is fine and in his apartment.

And here he was, Yoongi was standing in front of Taehyung's apartment just when he saw a blond leaving the apartment, so familiar but still not so clear.

Namjoon punched the password and entered the house. Yoongi made a beeline to Taehyung's room and knocked on the door but got no answer. Namjoon was behind him.

"I hope he is fine," Namjoon muttered and Yoongi again knocked on the door, and again no answer. He was getting impatient so he knocked for the last time and finally opened the door which was unlocked. 

He saw him laying on the floor with his head resting on the bed. The model fell asleep in the posture and Yoongi quickly stepped closer to him and knelt down.

Taehyung's eyes were puffy and his dried tears were still there. Having a bothered feeling, Yoongi gently brushed away the silver fringes to the side that were falling on his eyes. The view was hurting for him.

With a small sigh, he gently scooped the boy in his arms and put him in bed. Taking off his shoes, he covered the boy in blankets and noticed that he was still in the same shirt that he wore last night.

"What happened last night.." Yoongi muttered and all this time, Namjoon was surprisingly watching as his boss was lightly playing with those soft silver hairs... while sitting beside the sleeping boy.

"I am sorry. I don't know what happened last night.. but it's all my fault.. if I haven't left you alone there." Yoongi sighed, feeling ashamed and responsible for failing.

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Jungkook was driving with his shaky hands, his sight continuously blurred due to the tears. He never felt this much pain in his heart... never felt this much broken in his whole life.

He thought that things will be fine as Sara told her father that she doesn't want to be married to him and everything settled calmly. But the hardest part was to win the heart of his first love... the broken heart.

But today after hearing those words from that blond, he lost his hopes and felt like he would never be able to hold Taehyung again. He lost him.. by his own hands.

"I- it's all my fault! I did that to myself." Finding no way out of the unyielding pain, he cursed himself, driving to nowhere. Many cars pass by him while honking loud horns, but he was too out of it to pay any heed to the outside world when his soul was destroying. 

He was crying loudly, not knowing why, but he just want to cry. Maybe he was overwhelmed.. maybe he concluded things wrong. But his heart was hurting.. even if that was misjudgment.. he was still hurt.

"I- I love you Tae. I can't l-live without you... I can't." His ranting continued as he felt that his control over his car was lost completely. With still blurry sight, he couldn't see that his car was moving towards the pillar on the sidewalk, and the last thing he noticed was the loud crashing sounds of his car's front glass.

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Jin stopped his car in front of the address and soon the door opened by that tall manager who quickly gave him a warm smile that Jin couldn't return.

"Is he here?" Namjoon nodded a bit hurt at the lack of response and Jin rushed inside the house. Namjoon guided him toward the room of Taehyung who was still sleeping.

When Yoongi heard the bell, he sat on the couch but his eyes were still focused on Taehyung.

Jin came running towards the bed and let out a sigh of relief when Yoongi told him that the younger was sleeping, maybe exhausted because nothing seemed wrong with his body. 

Jin sat beside him, kissed his forehead, and softly grabbed one hand in his own to gently caress there. 

"I am sorry.. we don't know what happened yet. But I will make sure to know everything." Yoongi apologized to which Jin gave him a glare before looking back at Taehyung.

"I hope nothing bad happened," Jin muttered, deeply examining the puffy eyes of the sleeping boy. They felt Taehyung squirm a bit in his sleep and slowly his eyes opened. The first person he saw was his Hyung. Without wasting any second, he hastily got up and hugged his hyung tightly.

"H- hyung."

"It's ok bub. I am here." Jin caressed his back smoothly and now he was sure that something unwanted happened to him. After a few minutes finally, Taehyung pulled back and noticed that there were more people in the room.

"How are you, Taehyung?" Yoongi asked hesitated and Taehyung gave his attention to him. Should he be angry with him? His eyes narrowed on him with that thought.

"At least I was saved from being scammed by someone," Taehyung almost snapped at him, catching him off guard. Yoongi squinted in eyes in confusion and Jin and Namjoon weren't better.

"W- what do you mean? What happened last night?" Jin frowned and Taehyung felt his eyes getting teary but he quickly closed them, not wanting to cry again.

"That top model, Choi Minho.. he d- drugged me and paid a girl to scam me for r-" Taehyung couldn't say the words so he replaced them with the others.

"To ruin my career." He complied with difficulty and Jin gasped on hearing that.. while Yoongi was shocked.

"That b- You are safe? Nothing happened to you right?" Yoongi looked feral now as he got up and walked to the bed. Taehyung chuckled bitterly at his concern.

"Don't worry.. someone saved me on time." Yoongi ran his fingers through his hair, making them look more messy. He wanted to ask so many questions but he couldn't, not at that time.

"I am sorry Tae... I am so sorry I couldn't come due to heavy traffic and when I went, you weren't there." Namjoon genuinely apologized this time while bowing.

"It's not your fault hyung. I was naive... I was naive since ever.. to believe in someone." He gulped down his sob.

"I will sue him," Yoongi gritted his teeth and was about to leave the room, the door opened by the same blond who was now carrying some fruits and snacks.

"Tae I am h-" The latter started in trance but stopped when he looked up at the person standing in front of him.

Jimin went to take some snacks for the boy but it took a long, and never expected to see the person... again.

"Y- you?" He almost whispered while Yoongi was frozen as if time halted right there. 

The other three tried to figure out the situation but couldn't. At the same moment, Jin's phone rang and he picked up but his facial color faded when he heard the person from another side.

"Hyung? What happened? Hyung??" Taehyung panicked at his expression when the call ended. Jin blinked a few times and gazed back at Taehyung who was watching with a horrified expression, already feeling uneasy down his heart. 

Yoongi and Jimin also snapped out of their trance at Taehyung's worried voice. The next second, Jin quickly got up from the bed.. saying he had to go without answering Taehyung's question. 

"But where hyung?" Taehyung looked bewildered with a loudly beating heart as he also got up from bed.

"Tae.. he.. he ran into an accident.. a bad one. I have to go." Jin stuttered out and Taehyung frowned, not understanding fully.

"Who?" Jin was fighting about whether should he tell him or not. But it didn't take long before he blurted out, or more like threw another heavy rock on Taehyung's already heavy heart.










"Jungkook..."

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Assalam o alaikum. Sad? Well i cried again even my glasses got wet🥺..

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