"HoseokHoseokHoseokHoseok."

"Shushhhh Yoongii, go back to sleep." Hoseok mumbled as Yoongi shook his shoulder, the smaller was using his baby voice and Hoseok was convinced he was so close to slipping into subspace.

"I'm hungry thoughh~"

"It's like 5 am, Kitten."

The sub finally gave up, huffing and snuggling himself between Hoseok's arms.

Hoseok hugged Yoongi closer, kissing his head gently and falling back to sleep.

Yoongi was wide awake because of his hunger though, chewing on his hoodie string because he had nothing better to do.  Even when he tried to fall back asleep, he failed.

Yoongi closed his eyes rubbing his cheek against Hoseok's chest before boredom got the best of him.

He slowly began kissing Hoseok's neck, just out of boredom he sucked an obvious dark hickey onto his neck.

Hoseok didn't wake so Yoongi snuggled up again, humming softly.

After a few minutes Hoseok woke again, this time for no reason really.

Hoseok cupped Yoongi's cheek gently, caressing his cheek softly which unintentionally lulled Yoongi to sleep.

Hoseok smiled a bit, pressing a light kiss to Yoongi's nose.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Food?"

"Hold on, baby."

Yoongi hummed, resting his head in his head on his arms, muttering, "pain killers?"

"After you eat, okay? Painkillers will mess with your stomach."

Hoseok settled the plate in front of the sub, Yoongi immediately digging into the food.

Hoseok smiled, brushing Yoongi's hair  softly and lovingly, the sub's cheeks pink.

Hoseok went to wash the pan as Yoongi ate.

Once Yoongi finished eating, he stood to go over to Hoseok but the pain from their actions earlier kept him still, hissing.

Hoseok put the clean pan away, going over and sitting Yoongi back on the stool, "Patience.  Let me get you those painkillers and then you have your twins to take care of."

Yoongi hummed.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Mama!!!"

Chinmae cried, hugging Yoongi like his life depended on it, Chinsun clung to Yoongi's arm.  It was a fair reaction from the twins who hadn't had Yoongi for themselves for a while.

Yoongi hummed softly, kissing each twins head, "sorry Chae and sorry Chun, I've been with Hoseok a bunch."

"We knows," Chinsun said, taking Yoongi's hand and pulling him— gently— to the bed because she wanted cuddles.

Yoongi complied, glad to be off his feet and feeling the dull pain of his actions from early that morning.

He felt himself slowly falling asleep and snapped himself awake, squeezing Chinsun.

The little girl giggled, "Call Hoseokie for cuddles too Mama!"

"Am I not enough for you!?"

Yoongi began tickling her, laughing along with her as Chinmae went and tickled her from her other side.

Yoongi sat up, about to speak but Jimin just opened his door, "Yoongi get your ass up.  We need you right now."

~~~~~~~~~~~

"It's Jin, he's been trying to go out on missions again.  Last time he managed not to freak because he didn't see blood, but...this time isn't so easy."

Jimin knocked on the door to Jin's apartment, "Jin! Come on, just open the door!"

There was no reply, Jimin backing away from the door, handing Yoongi a paperclip, "Work your magic, Kitty."

Yoongi sighed, kneeling by the door and having it unlocked in the next minute.

He opened the door, his voice soft, "Jinnie?"

Yoongi slowly entered the room further, finding Jin rocking himself softly on the floor staring at his hands.

Yoongi sat next to Jin, laying the elders head down into his lap.

"Hey, focus, I'm your little brother hm?  I'm the one you taught how to cook, and in turn I learned for you.  I'm the one you took in once our boss lead me here."

Yoongi ran his fingers through the elders hair, Jin not replying, he was still in shock.

"How bad?"

"I-I killed him....and the kid..."

Yoongi hummed at the response.

"I-I-I didn't mean to... B-but the kid attacked me b-because h-h-he knew.. he saw the tattoo s-s-so I p-panicked a-a-and stabbed him... t-the target t-tried to ch-choke me... s-so i killed him too..... t-t-there w-was so much b-blood....so much!  Yoongi! How could I do that!?"

Jin cried, hiding his face with his hands.

Yoongi carefully pulled Jin to his feet and laid him on the bed, hugging him, Jimin shuffling over quickly and hugging Jin from behind.

Yoongi pet Jin's head who was still crying, "It was self defense at that point.  But Jinnie, listen, why did you go?"

"B-because I wanted to prove that I could get over it.  T-that I could do it again."

"Jin.  It happened 7 years ago and you tortured your guilty mind for 3 more years before you stopped going.  Why the hell did you think 4 years is enough!?"

Jin shook his head, sniffling.

What had happened was that 7 years ago, Jin, Jimin, and Yoongi had gone on a mission, what they thought was going to be easy.  It was Yoongi's 3rd mission and Jimin's 1st. 

They thought it was a, "kill this important guy who supports ___" instead it was a group.  A large gathering of about 30 people who were trained to kill and the three were caught.

Instead, Yoongi ended up locked in a room with some pervert, Jimin was in a room with about 4 men ready to kill him, Jin was pushed into a lake.

Jimin's fear helped him, killing all four with minor injuries which let him to helping Yoongi before the sicko could touch him.

When the found Jin, the eldest was covered in blood up to his face, blood on his cheeks and coating the rest of his body too.  He couldn't tell what was his blood and what was his attackers' blood.  His hair was dripping lake water but did nothing to help the blood.

What made the situation worse was that he killed them all with a pocket knife. 

His speciality had been food poisonings at important events but he knew how to kill. 

But he had just single handedly took down about 10 people, 4 actually drowned in the lake after he stabbed them in the leg, 3 Jin cut somewhere extremely painful and where they would bleed to death no matter what, and the rest ended up being the bloodiest and most painful deaths Jin had ever given someone.

He was shaking, Jimin and Yoongi immediately trying to make sure he wasn't hurt too bad but the eldest was in shock, not moving, barely breathing, he kept squeezing his eyes shut.

Yoongi had led Jin to the car, sitting him in the back, "Jimin... You have your license?"

Jimin mumbled a yes, getting into the drivers seat, he had only gotten his license a month before.

Yoongi helped Jin, trying to help him be aware of his surroundings, but Jin was just muttering about how he killed 10 people by himself.

There was so much blood on him Yoongi couldn't tell if he was injured or not.

After that day Jin would go into shock if he saw blood, either that or have a panic attack.  Going into shock was more common, he would lock himself somewhere and wouldn't move, he would just be thinking, he'd make it worse if he's by himself because he'd scratch at his arms which would cause more injuries and maybe even bleed more.

Yoongi and Jimin were the only ones who could calm him.