"Who the fuck invented education?! I'm going to turn back time and murder them at this rate! This fucking sucks!"

Throwing the fifth piece of scrunched up paper at the trash can in the corner of my room, I slump against my headboard with a small whine. My whole bedroom was a mess. It was as if a stationary store exploded in here. Pens strewn across my bed. Crumpled paper beginning to congregate around my trash can. Highlighters and flash cards rest on my nightstand ready to be used. Folders full of my class notes were lined up in order of topic ready to be condensed into flash cards. My forehead creasing as I frown at the revision guide spread out in front of me.

The more I stare at my books, the more frustrated I get. No matter how hard I tried to find the will of making my brain work, I couldn't get anything. I knew the answers to the questions, I know I knew them, but the answer wasn't popping into my head. I couldn't write the answers to the questions down. It's so frustrating and the more I dwell on it the more upset and anxious I'm becoming...

My coffee wasn't calming me down either, no matter how hard I tried to calm myself down and keep a level head I couldn't. The thing is, I couldn't drop the studying because I have an exam in a matter of days!

But I'm fine...

Today just hasn't been the best day for me. I haven't had a good nights sleep. My mind has been out to get me for some bizarre reason. I couldn't even cook without burning or cutting my fingers so I had to give that a miss for the day. My anxiety has been through the roof. I threw up my breakfast this morning after trying to keep it down. The only things I've really had is water or coffee...

After going a couple months without an attack, I had a nightmare sprung upon me out of the blue last night. The same nightmare. Where I'm running and running and running until I trip over and they're looming over me. Which then causes a domino effect. My anxiety spiking in turn. Which, in turn, makes me feel frustrated at myself which then makes me feel like shit... which then makes me irritable and frustrated at anything that I do. For example, breaking a plate when the presentation of the food goes wrong and throwing a knife into the sink when I sliced part of my finger.

But really... I'm fine...

Sighing to myself, I run my fingers through my hair and release a small pitiful whine. Small tears beginning to bunch up in the corners of my eyes as I stare at the questions but nothing is coming up. I know I know the answer! Why isn't my brain doing anything?! A small groan leaves my lips as I grip my hair in frustration and rest my elbows on my knees. My heart beating against the bone cage of my ribs as I take a deep breath and close my eyes. A small shaky sob pushes past my lips as I lean back.

Maybe I need more coffee...

Grabbing my mug, I slide off my bed (being careful of the notes sprawled across it) and head out of my bedroom and into the kitchen. A weak smile playing on my lips as Sakino peeks her head over the couch and watches as I sort the coffee machine out and turn it on. The rich smell of coffee making me relax slightly as I lean against the kitchen counter and groan.

"You coming away from it yet?" She asks, the girl having given up trying to pull me away from my work when I'm as frustrated as this. Knowing that it could work me up more if she forcefully makes me do something. Sakino's antennae glowing a soft faint blue as I shake my head, "Honey, you need to take a step back from it or you'll burn yourself out more..."

"No... I need to keep studying," I tell her, filling my mug with the piping hot coffee as she slumps into the couch with a sigh, "I have an exam coming up and I need to do well on it..."

"Okay... where's your phone?" She asks gently, looking up toward me as I sip at my coffee and go to head back into my room, "Is it with you in your room? You don't want to distract yourself while you study,"

"It's on the coffee table," I reply, pointing toward my phone case where my phone lays making Sakino nod, "We're also ordering takeout tonight, I can't be bothered with cooking,"

"Okay," She hums, sending me a reassuring smile as I evacuate the kitchen and head toward my bedroom to try and do more studying. Or at least try to, "Don't coop yourself up in your room all day, I mean it,"

Waving her off, I slide back onto my bed and sip at my coffee. My eyes rolling over the exam question page in my revision guide as I take a deep breath and grab my lined paper. After writing out the title and the question, I take another deep breath and try to think. Trying to will my brain into coming up with the answer that I know I know but I can't quite put my finger on it. A small sigh leaving my lips as I stare at the blank paper for a good couple of minutes before throwing my pen across the room. A frustrated groan echoing around my room as I slump against my headboard.

Why did I go to college again?!

Gritting my teeth, I grab my coffee again and sip at it. My eyes rolling over the flash cards beside me as I have a quick look at them to make sure that the content on them is correct. A small sigh leaving my lips as I know that it isn't going in. My eyes watering slightly when I stare at the cards. Why isn't it working?!

Before I could curl up and cry about it, I hear the front door open making me frown gently. Did Sakino call my brothers? Clearing my throat, I slide out of my bed as curiosity peaked when I heard the door shut and Sakino speaking to whoever it was that was at the door. My hand wrapping around my coffee mug as I slowly etch toward my bedroom doorway to see who it was. However, my eyes widen when my eyes land on the last person I would have imagined being at my apartment.

Katsuki...

He was in my apartment. The male clad in the skull t shirt that he practically lives in with some jeans and sneakers. A plastic grocery bag in his hand. My eyes widening slightly as his ruby eyes fall on me and a small grin plays on his lips as he sets the bag down and walks toward me. A small smile playing on my own lips as I set my coffee down and wrap my arms around his neck as he holds me close to his body and rocks me gently as I snuggle into him. His arms sort of grounding me.

The blonde hoists me into his arms, my legs wrapping around his waist as he shuts my bedroom door and heads toward the living room making me whine. Katsuki's chuckle rumbles through his chest while he sits me on the couch with me in his lap, his lips pressing a soft kiss to my cheek as I snuggle with a small pout.

"Have you eaten anything?" Katsuki asks, rubbing circles on my waist while I rest my head against his chest a release a small inaudible sound making him arch a brow, "Well?"

"Ye —"

"No you haven't, you threw up your breakfast that doesn't count," Sakino says cutting me off making me groan and slump into Katsuki who only chuckles and kisses my temple, "She's only had coffee and water today,"

"How come?" Katsuki asks looking toward me as I begin to fiddle with his shirt, the male arching a brow at my Red Riot hoodie that I wear for comfort making me smile softly and pull my hands into my sleeves, "Rough day?"

"Just had a nightmare... last night..." I mumble into my sleeves, looking up at Katsuki who runs his fingers through my hair and kisses my forehead while I snuggle into my hoodie, "Not a good day for me... mentally..."

"Right well first we need to get you fed, that's probably partly why you feel like shit," Katsuki begins, grabbing the grocery bag from the floor and opening it up for me. My eyes widening significantly as he pulls out a box of fried chicken and fries as well as one of my favourite milkshakes, "That's for you, Baby Face,"

Smiling weakly toward him, I take the box and the milkshake before digging into it like a man starved. A small hum leaving my lips as I dig into the fries and dip them into the sauce that Katsuki brought with it. The blonde chuckles gently and lets me dig into it while he sips at his own milkshake while Sakino watches us from the armchair and winks toward me making me whine and go bright red. The chicken sliding down my throat makes me moan gently, my stomach happily taking the food. Meanwhile, Katsuki sits me on the couch and heads toward the kitchen before arching a brow at the state.

He's obliviously seen the broken plate and the knife.

Nervously, I follow him with my food and watch as he cleans it up without another word. My heart squeezing gently as he grabs the grocery bag and pulls out some ice cream and some chocolates. A giggle leaving my lips as he opens up the freezer and puts it in. Who knew he could be so sweet?

"Not that I don't appreciate you being here," I begin, swallowing down the final bites of my meal and placing the box into the recycling bin, "But how come you're here?... I thought you said you had work..."

"Your roommate sent me a text from your phone," He explains, cleaning the knife and putting it in the drawer that I point to when he finishes drying it up. My eyes widening as I turn toward Sakino who sends me a grin, "She said that you weren't doing that great and she felt that seeing me would kinda pick you up,"

"So you blew off work for me?" I ask softly, smiling as he kisses my nose and pulls out some cans of soda as well, "What did Deku say?"

"Nothing, I just ditched him," Katsuki replies with a snort making me giggle and hug him from behind. A smile on my lips as I rest my cheek between his shoulder blades, "You're my girl, you come first you know?"

"I wouldn't have minded a visit from Deku," Sakino grumbles, crossing her arms over her chest as she nibbles on a chocolate bar before cooing at me, her mood changing instantly, "Awww... you two are so cute together!"

"Of course we are, she's in it," Katsuki boasts making me cover my bright red face with a whine as he holds me close, "So... Red Riot hoodie, huh?"

Instantly I stare at him with wide eyes making Sakino snort. A small pout playing on my lips as I nuzzle my nose into the neck of the hoodie and close my eyes. Katsuki chuckles gently and holds me close as I burrow into my hoodie and kisses my head of hair. The blond squeezing me close to him as I snuggle.

"You should see her room," Sakino says with a grin when I shake my head and whine. The girl already knowing how much Red Riot merch I actually have, "She's got a poster and a bedspread and —"

"I didn't buy the bedspread, it got given to me as a birthday present," I cut her off, giggling as Katsuki snorts and feints a small pout making me roll my eyes and kiss his cheek, "I have a keychain of you, does that make you feel better? And I have a Dynamight poster,"

"What about a bedspread?" He teases making me groan and hide my face in his chest while he sips at his milkshake, "I'm totally not letting you live that down, Baby Face,"

"Why am I not surprised?" I hum gently, smiling as he sits me up on the kitchen counter and presses his lips against mine. A small hum leaving my lips as I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him close, "Thank you for coming today,"

"And that's the cue to leave," Sakino whistles making Katsuki and I giggle as we rest our foreheads against one another's, our hands intertwining while the blue skinned girl grabs her bag and opens the front door, "Don't have too much fun, babies~ Use protection~ I don't wanna be an aunt yet!"

"Antennae seems nice," Katsuki hums, chuckling when I giggle and shake my head with a small hum. His nickname reflecting the antennae sticking out of her forehead, "She seems to really care about you if she's done all this for you,"

"Sakino and I knew each other from high school," I reply softly, looking into his ruby irises and sending him a small content smile before he kisses my jaw gently, "She's like the mom out of the two of us,"

Katsuki chuckles gently and gently nips at my neck making me whine and tangle my fingers in his flaxen hair. His fingers gently sliding up my shirt and resting on my back as I release a small breath. When he pulls away from my neck, he looks up at me and pushes his lips against mine again. Happily, I kiss back and pull him close, humming as our lips dance against one another.

"Hey," He begins, kissing my lips again and holding me close as I look up at him, "I've been thinking about us,"

"Oh yeah?" I ask, sending him a small smile as he nods and peppers kisses up my neck. A giggle leaving my lips as his fingers rub circles on my back, "And what did you think about?"

"How happy you make me..." He mumbles into my neck, a smile pressing against my skin as I bite my lip to contain my excitement, "You make me so happy and even Icyhot has told me I seem much more happier than I have been... Baby Face, I want to be your boyfriend. I want you to be my girlfriend,"

"I want that too," I tell him, cupping his cheeks and smiling as he leans into my palms, "I want to be your girlfriend and I want you to be my boyfriend, Katsuki Bakugo,"

Katsuki smiles gently and presses a kiss against my lips. My eyes closing as I edge off the kitchen counter into his arms as he holds me close and walks toward the couch. The male groaning as he sits against the couch and pulls me as close as he can. Our lips moulding against one another as his hands slide down my back to my thighs while I keep my fingers tangled in his blonde locks.

"You don't have that bedspread on right now right?"...

"No, I don't, it's a flower print,"...

"Perfect,"...