They give you a call,
They give you reassurances.
But what's your fall,
What's the purpose?

They never tell you how it's gonna hurt.
They never tell you how it's going to work.
All they say is its alright.
All they know, is you can't fight.

As the days pass,
You come and go.
And your family,
They ought to know.

They never tell you how it's gonna hurt.
They never tell you how it's going to work.
All they say is its alright.
All they know, is you can't fight.

They never think to say,
This disease is going to change your life.
They never learned to tell,
They kept on falling for the same time spell.

I will whisper,
As you walk by.
All my secrets,
And all their lies.
I will tell you,
It's up to fate.
I will tell you,
It's not a mistake.

They never tell you how it's gonna hurt.
They never tell you how it's going to work.
All they say is its alright.
All they know, is that you can't fight.

They never tell you how it's going to change.
They never tell you that the transition's strange.
All you know is that it won't work.
All you know is that it's gonna hurt.
All you know is they never say how it's going to work.

Heyo. So, bad news again. My grandma's lung cancer has spread to her liver and one of her glands. They say that they will be able to successfully remove the cancer with chemo, but it will regress, and come back. She's going to battle, but what about when it becomes too hard? All the tests, doctor appointments, bills, treatment.... It's a lot to take, for anyone.
I wrote this song, because this is how I feel right now. No one tells you what it feels like to lose a family member, and it's hard at any age. But I think cancer makes it worse, because it becomes the center of their world, they have to schedule according to their cancer.
And that hurts. Oh, how it hurts.

Sorry for ranting, but I needed to get that out of my system. Thank you all for reading, and I hope you have a good day. Byee. ~Convela