I'm kinda insane.. For you
I'm out of my brain.. For you..
And I'm constantly.. Asking myself..

Listen.. I don't recall ever..that I ever felt this way, and when I did it was a happy thing..

I was shy, and naive..
I was cute and had a sweet personality

But here I am.. I changed.. They think I will stay the same..
Please... I got older.. And I matured in some way..

I have a feeling.. I will expand.. On the pain I been through one day..
I can say im insane, cause I still like you... After all these years..

Hell I'm getting at that stage in life.
Where I'm constantly being a little bitch..

I never realised I would end up like this..
Stubborn and with a cold slicing heart..
I cant ever smile unless it was reasonable..
And when I smile.
Everyone says .
I have a contagious loving and it comes naturally..

You can say I'm insane.. Just as you please.. I might be kinda crazy sometimes.. But I will love it endlessly..

I might come out sometimes being a little mean..
But I don't really mean it... It just apart of me...
And I can't really let go of it..

I'm insane for a boy who will never like me the same way.. No matter how much times my friends say go for it  will never happen, cause I don't wanna feel heart broken.. I already been through so much.. I don't need this to eat me up..

It already did so fuck that..
I really need to comebacks..
I'm a little wimp deal with it.
I'm stuck being a cheerleader for others..

Cause I'm afraid to cheer for myself..so fuck it all I don't need it.  I rather have someone happy than me feel it in my heart when I say its genuine.. Cause I'm a real person..

Yeah i gave my own problems.. I think I'm insane.  Falling for a guy.. And he never left my brain.. Yes when u was younger, it never really mattered, cause I had emotions and I knew how to express them..

Now in fucking useless cause I over do it and I'm annoying and crazy and I'm a loner who doesn't deserve it so screw my feelings..

Let others be happy, cause I can be..but I'm scared to show it cause i don't want to be hurt in something's that's one sided...so I rather share a fake smile rather than a real one, no I'm not depressed just can't rally express what the pain I'm trying to show cause this rarely happens

And when it did I knew how to control it, now that's it..now I'm all over it.. So fuck my feelings cause I hate that shit.

Well Yeah.. I let half about what I'm feeling in right now.. The other part is personal.. Well yeah btw

dr_stephen_strange
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