I'm standing here.. waiting on your reply..

Watching you blow my feed..

My friend secretly texts you behind my  back..

I'm such a fool.. Letting you back in..

I also want to pinch myself.. loving you was the sin of my behalf..

Why am I constantly.. thinking about you.. When your claimed by someone else...

Why can't you just make me forget.. Emotions that I hate..

When I try to talk to you... You don't give me the right talk..

You ignore me... Why the fuck do I even bother..?

Stitches.. Are all I need.. to mend a broken heart..

I try to get over it..

I try to tell myself.. You're not worth it..

But I'm back... To square one.. Were I lost you.. In the first place..

In the first place...

Why am I jealous... Why do I even care.. Why can't these emotions die.. I'm standing in fear..

I try to let it free... But it just stick with me..

Fuck all the shit I need...

I just want to escape reality

I lost....

She won...

Battles over.

Put down your gun..

Here I am...

Bleeding out.. Watching you leave me in the fire to burn...

Watching you take her... Watching you not come back.. While my hearts bleeding out..

Why did I stay.. Maybe I'm desperate...

Needles and knives...

Knives and blood...

Tears and distraught...

And my sorrow