A little problem here and there
Open to anything I could ever
Want
Why am I so ungrateful?

I'm unhappy
With the way I look
And I'm uncertain
Of my chest
If I
Still want breasts.

I don't wanna be a girl.
No I don't
But I
Don't wanna be
A boy.

Why I am so
Confused?
And why is so hard for people
To confront me about their hate
And agony
There words hurt more when they
Don't say them to my face.
Please
Don't

Don't lie to me.
Dont hurt me
Why are you so
Hateful?

The agony
You feel and breathe
Am I a part of the problem?

Is it mine?
Are you
Mine?
Could you
Tell me a lie to my eyes
Are you
Alive?
Are you
Ready to fall down
Into your coffin?
And sleep
Forever?

Am I just a sick little kid?

Am I a little girl?
Who
Do
You think you are?
Am I
Someone
To
Be blindly hated
Everything is making me
Question my reality
I dont
Want to leave my house
Nor my bed
Stay under the covers
Where monster can never get me.
Turn off my phone
Leave all society
And breathe
In and out
Oh no.