Daddy did I tell ya I know your secret?
Cause I knew you were
playing on people's feelings
way before momma said anything.

You're controlling and you probably wish I wasn't in your life,
Want me to grow up real fast
so I can get
outta your house,
You don't tell me to get out now cause
you don't wanna pay child support.

You son of a_
You're a liar,
And you lie to your family to get the result you want.
I'm that smartas_ brat you hate,
I love ya but you get on my nerves,
Hope you don't read this song cause you'll deny everything
and its annoying.

You aren't the best
father but you're something.
I'm not ungrateful but I'm unable to say anything in front of you cause I'm scared you'll hit me.
Though I like it when you say hurtful things to me,
Cause I'm just an
Ordinary
Masochistic
Kid.

I like to cut myself,
But its not for attention like you say.
Its not to fit in,
The feelings I get from this distraction is sweet and warm,
My blood is sticky and so is my flesh,
I'm just an
Ordinary
Masochistic
Kid.

I dont need help,
But I do need a friend.
Someone who won't tattle,
And tell all their friends.
I'd like to say you're a great dad,
And you're my super hero,
But half of the time it feels like
you're just a villain.

Daddy did I tell ya I know your secret?
Cause I knew you were
playing on people's feelings
way before
momma said
anything.

I'm just your
Ordinary
Masochistic
Kid.

Is this a phase?
Kinda hope it is.
Cause I don't wanna be thrown in a place full of people that are actually insane.

I'm taking my sanity,
and shoving it down the shredder,
Cause when I get outside the house
I start psych myself out,
At the size of the earth,
You wouldn't understand would ya?
I'm just a teenager you could say.
And I'd fully agree with you.
But I'm not in the mood,
for you to insult my age.
Or insult my gender.
I can end your generation right here and now,
If you have more kids,
I hope they never become
like you.

Now you probably won't read all of this,
And just jump to conclusions,
But I love you and
I hope you know that.
The days are getting darker,
And you're still not talking.
But your reasons make enough sense.
I'll stop complaining,
Cause I know you hate it,
But I know I say that everytime.
But this time I mean it,
And I'll try to do,
What you want me to.

I'm sorry that I made you cry,
By saying I hate so many times
This world hasn't been that cruel to me,
And I'm just being a brat.
I get that you don't agree
With everything I say,
And sometimes I don't know,
What you want me to say.
So I'll say something stupid,
About myself.
I'd wonder sometimes,
If it boosts your pride.
But it boosts mine,
Knowing that you cried,
I'm glad you care.
And boys cry too.
Men cry too.

Don't be ashamed,
Or annoyed,
That you cried in front of me.
You make me want to kill myself,
But thats okay,
Thats okay.
I hope you know
that could never hate you
Right?
You know I love right?..

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