She loved her like that. But telling her family they might snap. So confined she couldn't confide, she was playing girl games offline. She had an answer, but she didn't ask for this. Every little chit chat was a massive risk . If she discussed it they'd be disgusted. Disown her and that'd be disastrous. She knew it wasn't their fault they were brain washed, they believed some crazy things. It'd cause her a smorgasbord of disorders if she listened to what they would think. They thought that she was smiling but they misidentified because the clenching of her teeth was just her biting on the lie. And her logic said, it's gonna be ok it's gonna be ok, this issue is temporary so attempt to wait for one more day. There's nothing wrong with you its them, they're just backwards. You're in the future they're in the past they would abuse you if they knew the facts about it. It's gonna be ok, it's gonna be ok, this issue is temporary so attempt to wait until you're safe. You love her! Don't ever feel you should apologize! Can't control your feelings or compromise! I know it's difficult to find a guiding light now but you'll come out alive! So, hold on! Until you find the friends who'll support you. Until you find a place you feel secure you need to hold on! Until you're independent wherever in the spectrum you are. Hold on! Until you find the friends who'll support you. Until you find a place you feel secure you need to hold on! Until you're independent wherever in the a spectrum you are. They didn't ask he didn't tell. If they found out they'd give home hell. If they knew the lowdown that hwe felt for people regardless of pronouns. He was already tormented every day but it'd escalate if he couldn't keep a straight face. So what'll crack first the eggshells he treads on or himself? Online he was everything he wanted. But real life wouldn't let him be as honest. It'd just bring violence his way like, "How do you like this attention you special snowflake?" They had problems at home and had to bend their feelings or underdeveloped sense of empathy. But knowing that didn't make it any easier. And all he could do was breathe. Til his logic said, it's gonna be ok, it's gonna ok. This issue is temporary so attempt to wait for one more day. Step back from situation. The world's not a movie, it's not fiction. You can't think, "Say it they'll accept it." Some people kick you down just because you're different! It's gonna be ok, it's gonna be ok. This issue is temporary so attempt to wait until you're safe. Be rational. Unless you think they won't attack at all. You gotta keep it in man, be practical. And I know you feel trapped and small right now but you'll come out alive! I can choose my friends, I can choose my family! If they won't accept me then others will have me! I can choose my friends, I can choose my family! If they won't accept me then others will have me! I can choose my friends, I can choose my family! If they won't accept me then others will have me! So hold on! Until you find the friends who'll support you. Until you find a place you feel secure you need to, hold on! Until you're independent, wherever in the spectrum you are. Holds on! It's gonna be ok, it's gonna be ok! Hold on! It will be ok, it will be ok!