All of this stuff is to one person, who ruined me single-handedly. I miss her like hell, and if she finds this, she will know if it is her. But to all the rest of the people who set eyes on this? Enjoy watching an amateur lyricist trying to learn to write music by herself. Most of these are unfinished, because this is just kind of an outlet for my ideas- hope you like it!

In any case, if you like any of these, don't copy, please. Not only is that super annoying, it's illegal. Anyways, enjoy my utter humiliation by failing miserably at writing song lyrics!

BTW I will probably post more of these very slowly.

- SXK

The Other Side

This song is about when she left. I was heartbroken, bitter, and here is the result:

You, standing with them on the other side,

I can't tell who you're with,

But oh,

I hate them, I hate them,

'Cause I, I'm not over there with you,

And I need you by my side,

And oh, 

I'm jealous, I hate them,

Because you're perfect, and

They can't compare

Because you're hurting, and

They don't care

I need somebody like you in my life,

To keep me sane, 

And you are the only one who can,

Save me from the burning pain

But you, you chose them over me, 

So, I had to set you free

And I watched you that night, I cried,

As you stepped over, to the other side

You, laughing with them on the other side,

Them, slowly becoming more clear to me,

And oh,

They are better, I hate them

'Cause I am a monster,

But oh, 

They took you, I hate them

Because you're perfect, and

They can't compare

Because you're hurting, and

They don't care

 But I need somebody like you in my life,

To keep me sane,

And you are the only one who can,

Save me from the burning pain

But you, you chose them over me,

So, I had to set you free, 

And I watched you that night, I cried,

As you stepped over, to the other side

I Need Answers

This song is about the pain I felt and all the unanswered questions I had. This song made me think about writing songs, making it the first song I ever wrote so please don't judge too harshly.

Torn books, empty halls,

A hopeless soul with broken walls,

Failing grades, lost tears

Shields gone, new fears

Abandoned by you, destroyed by the pain;

Why have you pushed me down this lane?

Trust issues, evil thoughts,

Cries for help, unconnected dots

Crushed dreams, late nights,

Family disconnections that made fights

You forced me out, and I slowly die alone;

To all of this, do you even know? Do you condone?

Falling through the clouds,

Where I looked down on the world with you by my side,

It was us against the crowds.

For you, I fought, I cheated, I lied.

So why?

Why did you bring me down? 

Couldn't sense the danger, couldn't see the signs,

Only could see, on your head, the crown,

Did you mean to make my life hell?

Do you feel this pain as well?

And I need answers, oh,

Yeah, I need answers, oh

Hurting heart, lonely faces

I see your face in all these places

Remember the times that we had together

And now I'm stuck wondering whether,

Do you want to hurt me more?

Have you finished what you came for?

Falling through the clouds,

Where I looked down on the world with you by my side,

It was us against the crowds.

For you, I fought, I cheated, I lied. 

So why?

Why did you bring me down?

Couldn't sense the danger, couldn't see the signs,

Only could see, on your head, 

Where I placed the crown,

Did you mean to make my life hell?

Do you feel this pain as well?

And I need answers, oh,

Yeah, I need answers, oh

We Are Perfect

This song may be my favorite out of the songs I've written for her. It's about the exhilaration I felt as her friend, being jokers and hanging out. DISCLAIMER: Most stuff in 'We Are Perfect' I never actually did, but I hope you guys like it.

Mondays spent at the coffee shops, 

Tuesdays, taking selfies at bus stops,

Wednesdays, Thursdays we bringin' the house down,

Weekends? We be running away to the next town,

And we never go to the same town twice,

But tonight I'm feelin like we in paradise

And we be relaxin' on by the river in bliss,

And the haters all be askin' why we be like this,

Cause we are perfect, yeah

They told us we could never live life like this, yeah

Yeah we on the right track and we racin' down it, oh

And we don't care what the others say, we'll be gone by the next day,

'Cause we are perfect,

Oh,

Perfect,

Oh,

Yeah, 'cause we are perfect, 

Oh, 

Perfect, perfect

'Cause we are perfect,

Oh,

Perfect,

Oh,

Yeah, 'cause we are perfect,

Oh,

Perfect, perfect

Spent a while doin' one woman shows,

After goin' high, hittin' all time lows,

Tryin' to catch some bubbles 'cause I forgot  they pop,

Y'all think we crazy, guess what? We ain't gon' stop! Hey!

And we never go to the same town twice,

But tonight I'm feelin like we in paradise

And we be relaxin' on by the river in bliss,

And the haters all be askin' why we be like this,

Cause we are perfect, yeah

They told us we could never live life like this, yeah

Yeah we on the right track and we racin' down it, oh

And we don't care what the others say, we'll be gone by the next day,

'Cause we are perfect,

Oh,

Perfect,

Oh,

Yeah, 'cause we are perfect,

Oh,

Perfect, perfect

'Cause we are perfect,

Oh,

Perfect,

Oh,

Yeah, 'cause we are perfect,

Oh,

Perfect, perfect

But sometimes, you know it's too much, so we run away,

And you know it, yeah, I'll be there for you babe,

And if you need me, or wanna go back out,

We'll head onto the balcony, and together we'll shout

Cause we are perfect, yeah (Oh, yeah, yeah)

They told us we could never live life like this, yeah (We be livin' life)

Yeah we on the right track and we racin' down it, oh (Racin' down the right track)

And we don't care what the others say, we'll be gone by the next day,

'Cause we are perfect, (perfect)

Oh,

Perfect,

Oh,

Yeah, 'cause we are perfect, (cause we are)

Oh,

Perfect, perfect

'Cause we are perfect,

Oh,

Perfect,

Oh,

Yeah, 'cause we are perfect,

Oh,

Perfect, perfect (perfect)

There For You

'There For You' is about how much I still care about her, even though she is gone. How much I still worry about her, and what I would've said to her if I wasn't socially awkward and too scared to actually say them.

It seems like a million years have gone by,

Since I last saw you carefree

And I'm here wondering 

Who would be stupid enough, to make you leave?

You're perfect, no one could compare

From the moment I saw you sitting there

With your sparkling eyes and adorable grin,

I understood that I could trust you, and let you win

And if I could have one thing in the world,

It would be for you to smile,

And if I was brave enough to tell you

that you were beautiful all the while

And if I knew how,

I'd comfort you, always be true

But the monster inside always pulls me back,

And if it releases me, I'll be there for you

Stay

'Stay' is, in lyrics, my question to her. How do I leave? How do I forget?

You are the only one who could bring me back to light

When I was in my darkest hour

But you were gone in a flash,

and over me, you still had complete power

I told you everything, and it scared you away,

I would do anything to change what happened that day

But you've lied to me so many times,

I don't know what trust, and what leads me further astray

So don't,

Come any closer to me,

Oh, 

I need you near 

but I know that I should keep away 

But oh,

How do I do  that? Is there any way that I could

Stay?