if i could begin to be half of what you think of me

i could do about anything. 

"youre such a great writer!" 

"you can do anything you dream of!"

"i look up to you!" 

really? 

i could even learn how to love. 

i don't know how to love, im aromantic for fucks sake! i hurt you just because im different, do i not? 

when i see the way you act, 

wondering when im coming back. 

"i miss spacey so much, when will he come back?" tears rolled down my face when i saw that message. 

"im here now, hon."

i could do about anything. 

-really? 

"yes really! i know you say such awful things about yourself, but trust me. none of them are true!" 

i could even learn how to love like you. 

i watched as she sent millions of kisses at me at a time. why can't i be more like her? 

~instrumental~

i always thought i might be bad, now i’m sure that it’s true.

‘cause i think you’re so good, and i’m nothing like you.

why can’t i be more like them? more nice, more sweet, more pretty. why can’t i be like them? why can’t i feel love? why can’t i? why do i have to be like this?

look at you go!

i just adore you.

i read her story, finally feeling at peace. she’s such an amazing writer! 

i wish that i knew what makes you think i’m so special.

“you’re amazing, coop!” cutie

“i don’t know how or if people could say otherwise!”amber

“we all love you, spacey.” owlly

“why the fuck wouldnt we, bunny?” big s

i can’t believe any of this shit. liars.

if i could begin to do something that does right by you,

i would do about anything.

“i would do anything for you, flower. i promise. i would die for you.”

“i would too, rose. we got this together!!”

“ily, hon.”

    “i love you too, rose.”

i would even learn how to love.if i could begin to be half of what you think of me
i could do about anything.

"youre such a great writer!"
"you can do anything you dream of!"
"i look up to you!"
really?

i could even learn how to love.

i don't know how to love, im aromantic for fucks sake! i hurt you just because im different, do i not?

when i see the way you act,
wondering when im coming back.

"i miss spacey so much, when will he come back?" tears rolled down my face when i saw that message.

"im here now, hon."

i could do about anything.

-really?
"yes really! i know you say such awful things about yourself, but trust me. none of them are true!"

i could even learn how to love like you.

i watched as she sent millions of kisses at me at a time. why can't i be more like her?

~instrumental~

i always thought i might be bad, now i’m sure that it’s true.
‘cause i think you’re so good, and i’m nothing like you.

why can’t i be more like them? more nice, more sweet, more pretty. why can’t i be like them? why can’t i feel love? why can’t i? why do i have to be like this?

look at you go!
i just adore you.

i read her story, finally feeling at peace. she’s such an amazing writer!

i wish that i knew what makes you think i’m so special.

“you’re amazing, coop!” cutie
“i don’t know how or if people could say otherwise!”amber
“we all love you, spacey.” owlly
“why the fuck wouldnt we, bunny?” big s

i can’t believe any of this shit. liars.

if i could begin to do something that does right by you,
i would do about anything.

“i would do anything for you, flower. i promise. i would die for you.”

“i would too, rose. we got this together!!”

“ily, hon.”
    “i love you too, rose.”

i would even learn how to love.

“i can teach you how it feels to be loved! maybe you do love romantically but you can’t tell?” she typed.

when i see the way you look
shaken by how long it took

“miss me??” i questioned into the chat, i was spammed by millions of “SPACEY” and “OMG”

i could do about anything

“i can teach you how it feels to be loved! maybe you do love romantically but you can’t tell?” she typed.

when i see the way you look
shaken by how long it took

“miss me??” i questioned into the chat, i was spammed by millions of “SPACEY” and “OMG”

i could do about anything

i would do anything for you.