Hello there. Bet you weren't expecting me again did ya? Now, you may be asking yourselves something. Hey AMOY, wasn't there another more serious chapter before this? Well the truth is, yes, there was. In the words of a man coated in black air force enegy. This is a retcon so.. just go with it, okay? You see, I had an idea for this book when I wrote that chapter that I had liked in the past.. wanna wonder why the book hasn't been updated since? Because it sucked. Did it have potential? Yes, a little. However, I never really planned this book to be some sort of dark story like I was writing towards. Would it have been cool? Probably to some of you but I didn't like it. The original purpose of this book was to be shits and memes along with Prince Dick Wizard getting a waifu. So I'm returning back to its origin, what it was supposed to be. Some of you may like it, some maybe not. I'll write out what that plot was at some point, maybe. Anyways, I hope ye enjoy :)

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Merlin: "*chuckles*"

Father happily grin as he had his daughter in his lap.

Shirou: "Ain't that a pretty picture?"

Merlin: "My daughter is adorable"

I was sitting down while enjoying some good food as Sona and Rias stood by me.

Sona: "To see such a high leveled being express such emotions is pretty heart warming"

She spoke with a smile on her face. However, Rias on the other hand seemed puzzled about something.

Rias: "Y/n, can I ask you something?"

Y/n: "Of course. What length and how girthy do you want it?"

She looked at me with disappointment splattered across her face as I smile joyfully.

Rias: ".. I'm going to pretend I didn't hear that. So, is Mia really your sister?"

Y/n: "Absolutely!!"

Sona: "Now that you mention it.. didn't you say your mother died giving birth to you?"

Rias: "Mia doesn't look as old as you do. How was she born without-?"

I raise my hand to stop her as Father and the rest were too busy to her us.

Y/n: "How about I show you?"

The two were confused as I raise my staff a bit before tapping it gently onto the floor, covering us in flowers.

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When it opens up, we were a few yards away from a beat up old home and a grave with a statue of a beautiful woman next to it.

Rias: "Where are we?"

Y/n: "It should happen at any moment"

Suddenly, an explosion of power appeared before us as a wall of flowers grow infront of us. The veils drop to reveal a younger version of myself and my father.

Sona: "Isn't that-?"

"Y/n": "Mother!! I'm back!!"

An illusion was casted as a beautiful woman walked over to the happy child.

Carla: "Y/n"

The young boy, around the age of 10 years old, ran into the arms of his mother while the two of us watched.

Rias: "Wait.."

Sona looked over to me as she noticed my face was emotionless.

Rias: "How is she-"

Y/n: "My father always blamed himself for what he said was a sin"

The young boy gave his mother a rose while the two played together while Merlin watched from afar.

Y/n: "He'd lie to his only child, casting an "illusion" of his dead mother.."

Sona: "I don't think he-!!"

Y/n: "But"

Shortly after, a small smile began to form on my face.

Y/n: "Look at him"

The turned back to see a face full of joy as Carla embraced the boy in her arms.

Y/n: "Her hugs always felt real.. they felt warm"

He looked over to see Merlin as some sweat beads ran down his head.

Y/n: "To cast such a mirror image of an individual, even for as powerful as he was, costed him such a massive amount of mana for him.. but he did it to see his child happy"

Below him, the ground glowed as he was casting a spell.

Y/n: "My father is terrible at remembering spells, much less saying an incantation.. However, he always memorized one spell. Just one that he would never forget or miss chant"

Merlin: "Look at how cute you two look?"

"Y/n": "Papa, look!! I made mother a crown of flowers!!"

Merlin: "Well, isn't my little boy quite the craftsman?"

Rias was a little tearful while giggling a bit.

Rias: "You have such a kind father, you know?"

Y/n: "I know. When my father materializes into the world, he can't stay in it for too long, nor can he take his near infinite supply of mana"

Sona: "Why is that?"

Y/n: "His real body is stuck in Avalon. He was put a curse by the Lady of the Lake. He can briefly exit it but ultimately, his body will return back to it"

Rias: "So right now-?"

Y/n: "That's only a copy of him"

Merlin: "Hey Y/n, I think it's time-"

Carla: "Myddrin?"

The two quickly turned to see my mother holding my younger self tightly.

Carla: "I think it's time"

Rias: "Time?"

My smile slowly dropped as I take a step back and sit down while not looking back. I close my eyes as I try not to remember the worst day of my life.

Merlin: "Carla, my love. W-What are you talking about?"

He was nervous as he seemed to have lost control over his own illusion. No, illusion wouldn't really fit. The person in front of him wasn't the woman that birthed their child, but it wasn't just an illusion. The only thing that could fit the description of her was..

Y/n: "A doll"

Sona: "Huh?"

She turned to see me sitting down and quietly watched over the scene.

Y/n: "I mentioned it. My father was awful at casting spells but one. Illusions are second nature to him, but they weren't the only thing he perfected. Dolls were something he worked day and night on"

The reason father would always teleport us to this exact location was because this place he could use it.

Y/n: "The doll isn't something he could just control because it had emotions and feelings of their own. He couldn't tell the doll what to do since it contained essences of my mother"

Rias: "So that doll-?"

Y/n: "It isn't my mother, but it contains memories and feelings that my mother would have. It holds her powers and the like as well"

"Y/n": "Mom?"

She looked down to her boy who was clueless. She gave him a kiss on his forehead.

Carla: "Myddrin, thank you so much for what you've given me"

She looked at Merlin while smiling.

Merlin: "Carla, please. Don't do this to me again-"

Carla: "Myddrin. There isn't much left. I'm afraid this will be the final time"

"Y/n": "Papa, what is mama talking about?"

He clinged to his mother as he felt something scary.

Merlin: ".. Y/n"

His face turned to sorrow as he began walking forward.

Merlin: "I have to tell you something.. And I know it will not make sense. It may hurt but it's something I have to tell you"

He kneeled down next to the boy who was still holding onto his "mother".

Merlin: "Y/n.. The truth is.."

His expression was grim and full of hate towards himself. He grit his teeth as he tried to find the strength inside to say what he had to say. It was finally time to reveal the biggest sin he kept from his son.. but he couldn't.

Merlin: "Y/n, I'm.."

Tears slowly began to run down his face as his voice cracked from the weight of his guilt.

Merlin: "I'm so sorry"

He dropped his face onto the doll's shoulder while wrapping his arms around the two.

Merlin: "I'm so sorry for being such a terrible father!!"

The boy couldn't quite understand as Carla put a hand over his head.

Carla: "You aren't a terrible father Myddrin. You are such a kind dad"

Merlin: "I'm sorry!!"

The young boy reached out and put a hand on his father's cheek.

"Y/n": "You're not a bad father. I love you"

The pure innocence in his eyes broke Merlin as he slowly picked his head up.

Merlin: "The truth.. is that.. your mother isn't here no more"

"Y/n": "What? But mom is right here. Look"

He pushed Merlin's head up so that he could see the lady in front of him.

"Y/n": "You don't have to be sad, mother's right infront of us"

Carla: "Y/n, listen to me"

"Y/n": "Why is dad saying that you aren't here anymore? I can still see you"

He reached forward and hugged his mother but sensed something odd. Her body felt like it was getting colder.

"Y/n": "Father, mom's cold. Can you use your powers to make a campfire?"

Merlin clenched his fist as he looked down.

Carla: "Y/n, I don't have much time left"

"Y/n": "Why? Where are you going?"

She embraced the boy as she tried to explain it to the child once again.

Carla: "Y/n, I am not here at the moment. The me you see right now, is nothing more than a doll with your mother's heart"

She had a sad smiled while trying her best to talk.

Carla: "Your mother.."

She moves to the side to reveal a grave behind.

Carla: "Is right here"

His eyes widened as he immediately clinged to doll.

"Y/n": "I don't get it!! What are you saying?! Your right here in front of me!! You're my mother!!"

Carla: "Y/n, I'm-"

She looked at her hand as it began to fade into flowers.

"Y/n": "MOM!! FATHER!! Please, we have to do something!!"

Merlin: "There's nothing I can do.. anymore"

Riaz and Sona were heartbroken as they watched the young boy scrambling to do something to prevent his mother from disappearing. I, on the other hand, simply stayed quiet while being slumped over.

"Y/n": "Mom!!"

He clinged onto her as his tears began to flow.

"Y/n": "No, please!! Don't go!!"

Carla: "Y/n"

"Don't leave us alone"

Sona quickly flinched and turned to see Y/n not having moved at all.

Carla: "Listen, you've made me the happiest person in the world. You gave me a chance to be a mother. I'm afraid I won't be able to watch you grow from now on but.."

She turned to the grave and smiled.

Carla: "But I'm sure she will, like she always has"

"Y/n": "I don't wanna lose you!!"

She kneels down and looks him in the eyes.

Carla: "Y/n, how old are you?"

"Y/n": "*sniff* 9. I'll be 10 in 2 weeks"

She dries his eyes while looking happy.

Carla: "You've grown up so fast in these couple of years.. Hey, can you make me a promise?"

He nodded while trying to hold in the tears.

Carla: "Promise me that you'll stay healthy. I don't want you going hungry or to get lazy. Oh, and make sure that you don't become a playboy like your father. I'm sure he'll eventually get back to his shenanigans in the future once he's feeling better"

She looked over to see the man watching her.

Carla: "And make sure you take care of him as well. Next, make sure you make a ton of friends!!"

She stumbles a bit as part of her leg began to dematerialize.

Carla: "Oof, looks like I'm running low on time. Friends!! Yes, make sure to make a lot of them when you exit Avalon. I don't want my son to ever feel lonely. What else?! Uh, make sure you freshen up and take showers!! You don't want to smell funny when the ladies-"

Her leg disappears and the boy holds onto her as she began to rest up against the grave.

"Y/n": "MOTHER!!"

She stopped as the saddened expression takes on.

Carla: "You know. I really loved it when you call me that.. Can I be a little selfish?"

The boy nods as she extends her hand to caress the boy's face.

Carla: "Can you call me mother again?"

"Y/n": "Mom!!"

Her smile soften as she noticed that only her upper body was left.

Carla: "Again"

"Y/n": "Mom!!"

Carla: "Again"

"Y/n": "MOM!!"

Sona: "So this.."

Rias: "Is-"

There was a sudden silence that settled.

Carla: "Y/n.. You can turn around now"

Y/n: "HUH?!"

I quickly looked back to see that she was staring directly at me. Everything had stopped. Time. Space. Everything.

Carla: "I can't hear you.."

Y/n: "How are you.."

She simply flashed me her smile as I struggled with keeping my emotions under control.

Carla: "Can you say it? With that joyful smile of yours again?"

I felt a void in my chest as I muster up the strength to do as she asked.

Y/n: ".. Mother"

Carla: "It feels painful, seeing you look like that"

Y/n: "How can I not look like this?.."

Y/n: "I'm losing my mother all over again!!"

Carla: "Hey Y/n, how old are you?"

Y/n: "17"

Carla: "My, you've grown so much. You look so handsome, just like your father"

As she says that, I immediately remember something I just heard.

Y/n: "I've eaten a whole bunch!! It's all thanks to Shirou and his amazing cooking!! He balances everything to the point of me never getting fat or ever being hungry really!! I've made so many friends by the way!!"

I point to the two girls next to me and smile despite the pain.

Y/n: "These two are part of them!! I'm friends with this perverted Dragon, a playboy sword user, a cute catgirl!! Uh, a secretary who's interested in BL!!-"

Carla: "Y/n"

I stop as I look at her.

Carla: "You have such a happy look when talking about them. I can tell you've grown up well"

As she says that, my smile drops.

Y/n: "I haven't.. I mean, I have but.."

I get down to my knees as I fight the urge to tell her the truth.

Y/n: ".. I've been dealing with things.."

"The truth is.."

I tough it out and flash her a cheerful smile.

Y/n: "But I know I'll get through it!!"

"I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO!!"

If this was her, I wouldn't want her to leave knowing I was in pain. I don't want her to see-

Carla: "It's okay to cry"

Y/n: "..."

I slowly make my way towards her and fall to my knees next to her. She extends a hand and puts it over my head.

Carla: "I'm going to miss you too, my little boy"

I erupt with my bottled emotions as I hug her once more after the many years since. After some time, I settle down and move over.

Carla: "Everything will go back now"

As she says that, she turns to the younger me and everything reverts back.

Carla: "Honestly. I'm so glad to have been a mother to such a wonderful child"

"Y/n": "Mom"

Y/n: "Mother"

A small tear falls from her eye and falls onto the ground as she finally disappears.

Sona: "Y/n?!"

Rias: "When did he-?!"

Merlin: "I'm so sorry for having lied to you"

He laid his head on the ground as he tearfully apologized to his son.

Merlin: "I'm so sorry Y/n!!"

"Y/n": "Please.. don't call yourself a bad father"

Merlin quickly lifted up his head to see that the boy was looking at him, but not with eyes of hatred.

"Y/n": "After all, I was able to have a mother because of you"

His voice cracked while his emotions began to leak.

Merlin: "Y/n.."

He quickly rushed over to hug his son as the two mourned together.

Y/n: "You were never a terrible father. Your "sin" was never a sin. What you did, was give me something to smile about. You gave my warmth besides your own"

The two walked over to me as they tried to clean the tears from their eyes.

Y/n: "You gave me a mother I never knew"

I bow as I thank my father for what he did.

Just then, a rose grew from the ground in front of my mother's grave where the doll had disappeared from.

Merlin: "Huh?"

The two looked at it as it grew, and grew, and grew. From it, a nest sprouted.

Merlin: "What is that?"

When the mage peared in, he saw something that shocked him.

Merlin: "A chi-"

He stopped himself as the 3 of us gathered to take a closer look.

Merlin: "Dragon?"

Y/n: "Dragon?!"

I was puzzled as I never remembered him saying that.

Sona: "Wait, what?"

He pulled out the little girl from there as he sensed a dormant power inside her.

Merlin: "Part dragon.."

I was amazed as the memory suddenly ended and we were back at the room.

Rias: "Wait, so Mia's-"

I rush over to Morgan who was sitting down on her own.

Morgan: "What?"

Y/n: "Mia's part dragon?!"

Morgan: "Oh, so you found out?"

Y/n: "How?!"

Morgan: "You seemed to have gotten something mixed up"

She gets up and walks past me.

Morgan: "You assumed that your mother was elf correct? Because of the ears"

Y/n: "Huh?"

Morgan: "Your mother in fact, was actually part dragon. Some might say, a "mother" to all dragons"

Wait, if Mia's part dragon because my mother was part dragon-

Rias: "Hold on, doesn't that also make Y/n part dragon?"

Morgan: "Yes, what of it?"

The two girls look over to me as I was revealed something new to me.

Y/n: ".. OOOOH MY GOOOOODD!!"