I received a message from one of my best friends Brinley.

Hey, do you wanna be brave?

Of course I had told her about everything that happened between Nolan and me, so I immediately assumed that her message had something to do with it.

Uhm yeah, I think so, why, what do you have in mind?

You know, because of Nolan, I kinda have a plan, you wanna hear it?

Nooo...of course I wanna hear it!

Well tonight is the party we organised in order to get money for our prom, so this is the perfect chance to hit him up. You pick out a hella sexy outfit you still feel comfortable in, drink a little bit alcohol when we meet, so to lose some of restraint and when we arrive at the club you are gonna stay near him and as soon as there's the chance you dance with him. Then you just grab his hand, pull him outside and tell him that you like him. Best case scenario: You two'll make out; worst case scenario: He tells you that he has no feelings, but then you know the truth and you can move on and forget him. You even have the chance of not seeing him for the next nine weeks, since summer break's starting.

I read through her text while gaining more and more hope. Actually she was right. I should take this chance and even if it goes wrong, I can take my time to get over him.

Slowly I started typing:

I'm doing it

I needed to do it, otherwise I was going to regret not doing it.