I painfully teetered along the roads outside of Mirpur zoo, hoping to notice my ever wanting bus that happened to again stood me up for more than 40 minutes. What's different was that this time the case of scenario was a little bit worse than before. Since I had to carry my 2year old learning to talk baby cousin with me.

Well, if you are wondering about why I was stuck with a baby here, then let's throw back to our beautiful morning memory.

Are you going somewhere?

My mother hollered from the kitchen hearing the sound of the door opening.

"Yeah.... I have to meet some friends at the zoo today.."

My mother blinked at my answer. Possibly finding me weird to think of meeting at the zoo of our country. Well not that I can blame her. My expression was also the same when Siga informed me about our next meeting place. The zoo.

"But your aunt came with his son today. How can you leave like that?"

"Well....."taking a step out of the door, " you are here for that," I offered her a fake smile.

And then entered my aunt to add a little more spice to my zoo recipe.

"Are you actually going to the zoo?" She asked while patting on her crying toddler's back. That kid just learned to walk, but still dunno why she wouldn't want it's feet to touch the ground. Tch. . .

And then the oil had to be added in my food.

"Me.......zoo....me....zoo...." my sweet little cute cousin, with his half sentence just had declared that, it wants to go to the zoo with me. And the rest of the story is too boring and obvious to write, don't you think?

I heaved out another sigh as the color of the sky start to change from sky blue to grey, and yet no sign of any bus stopping by the entrance.

Why would you choose the eve of winter to visit a tropical area's country!? Tch... the weather is always bad.

My shoulder was already hurting thanks to my backpack n that kid. Even my legs started to hurt. The wind started to blow stronger and I realized if I didn't move now, then I might have to reply to my mom about, how my cousin caught a cold.

"Ahh... Happy-sshi.....what are you doing here?"

I turned my head left to find Jimin staring at me with shocking eyes. As usual, the very moment I saw him, my face automatically gave wore a blank expression and I just blinked at him. Saying that I wasn't shocked at his question would be quite a lie, after all it was Suga who called me here to meet them.

Does he not know that he called me here?

"Wah! We met again Ms. Happy!" Rapmon sent me one of his bright smile and my heart again skipped a beat.

He is going to be my killer I tell you!

I stared away from him to look for a new object to fix my gaze, and my eyes caught Suga who was surely trying to avoid my gaze.

Yup.... He didn't notify them about me being here...

"Well it seems like the world really is small. It must be fate.... What are you doing here by the way?" Rapmon again started to talk, but before I could even reply V came and blocked my view with his tall wide feature. Rapmon or any other members of BTS were out of my vision now, as all I could see at that moment was his torso thanks to my small little size.

I tried to look up at his face, but without giving me that chance he immediately ducked and boy is that Taehyung's warm breath that I am feeling on my face now.

"Waaa!!! A baby!" He squealed and duck closer to face my cousin who became too blushed at his approach that she just hid her face in my hair. Result...... rather than the baby, his face was closer to mine and his eyes was caight up on that kid. I started to feel lightheaded thanks to the strong scent of his cologne, and I didn't know if I could still kept on standing on my foot if he continued ducking like that.

I took a step back to create a gap, while he just stepped closer to again close that gap.

"Why is he hiding?" V complained while he tried to stroke my cousin's head, and she, shoving his hand aside hid deeper into my hair.

Aish.... this kid....V is trying to stroke your hair and you are....tch ....

For a moment I wished I were a baby.

"He's scared of you! now step a little away from her pabo!" Jin said as he pulled V by his arm and I shut my eyes. Finally being able to take in that desirable air!

"But...why! Am I scary?" V whined.

"He is cute.your brother?" J-hope asked, standing behind me,poking my cousin's head.

"Well..."

"Ya! Why are you poking a baby boy?" Suga didn't even let me finish my sentence.

"It's a-"

"Mian! Oops! I mean sorry. They become crazy whenever they see a baby. And your brother is cute!" Jimin beamed at me and I fell quiet.

But...its not a boy..

"How do you guys know that its a boy though?" Finally Jungkook spoke and everyone shifted their gaze to him.

Rapmon chuckled, "why? You need to see the proof with your own eyes?"

The whole BTS suddenly looked down to hid their smile, and Jungkook shook his head.

"Ani!! Its just that it's wearing pink shoes." Jungkook pointed at my cousin's shoe and Jin replied back.

"Even I wear pink! It doesn't matter! Didn't you see his face? It's obvious it is a baby boy!"

Okay! Why are you arguing among yourselves about a baby when I am still standing here?

"But.." Jungkook opened his mouth and my cousin started to bawl because of all the ruckas.

"Ah!! Don't cry!" I started patting on her back to try to calm her down and I think I heard Suga giving a smack on V's heard as he let out a squeal. They whispered about something, but I entered the zoo in order to calm her.

The seven men followed me and my cousin just peeked through my hair to see them. Then again became shy and hid herself.

I heaved out a sigh of frustration, thinking how long was I suppose to do it like this.

"Are you tired?" Jin whispered from behind and I slowly gave a nod.

"Won't he come to me?" Jin offered by standing before me and I halted on my way.

"He is a nice big brother... go to him!" I told my cousin in my language and she shook her head. Jin bit his lips. Sending him a nervous smile I again tried to convince her with love.

No use.

If love doesn't work, then violence will...

"Go or else I won't be buying you any food," I Said icely and who knows what she understood that she actually agreed to go to him. Jin awed as he took him and V came running forward..

"Why does he go to you and not me!" V snorted.

"You scared him!" And my baby cousin hid her face behind her hands. Soon they were playing peek-a-boo.

"But it still seems like a girl though..." Jungkook murmured and I darted my gaze at him. He saw me and our eyes locked. I sent him a little smile and in return he just turned away, annoyed.

Did I do something wrong? Omo! Did I make BTS angry?

Panic filled me and I tried to think of a plan but my thoughts got disrupted by tge mention of my name.

"Happy..." i turned to see Rapmon standing before me. I cleared my throat a little, otgers still busy in playing with the baby.

"How do you know that we'll be here?" He continued.

I tried to make a normal face and reply,

" I didn't know that. I just came to show my cousin this ..... monkeys...." the first animal that caught my eyes.

Rapmon followed my eyes and smiled at the monkey's cage.

"Monkey huh? You know monkey sometimes works as stalkers..."Rapmon muttered and my eyes widened at his words.

"Huh? W-What..do.you mean?" I stammered.

He chuckled,
"exactly what you think."
And after that... after that my body gets strung by this high tension and my throat disturbingly tightening. And the only movement was my head cranking sideways. Singular words managed to crawl up my mouth,slowly dripping out,

"Stalker.... saesung...he called me...." maybe I looked as if my soul had left my body I dunno but when I regained my senses I saw Jimin snapping his fingers before my eyes. I looked at him, eyes still gave blank stares.

"Happy-sshi.... are you okay?" He sounded concerned and I shook my head.

Was I okay? Could I be okay? BTS LEADER! One of THE GREATEST LEADER called me a SESANG! Me! Who YET EVEN HAVEN'T TAKEN A PICTURE OF THEM after meeting with them for 4 times! Not even a selfie! And He called me a SESANG!

I shut my eyes, anger boiling inside of me, I stomped over to V who held my cousin and snatched my sister away. Jin, V, Suga and J-hope shocked at my behavior just gawked at me.

"Slowly! You'll hurt him. He is-" V said but I raised a hand in a motion to stop him.

"Don't try to teach me how to handle my cousin please," I said and the baby started to cry.

"And by the way! Its a girl." Anger had full control over me now. Who cared if it was BTS or not, even though I knew after 2 hours I was about to wipe about how much wrong did I do today, but I was also annoyed.

I spent my tuition fees on buying your album and you called me a...

Tears start to well up in my eyes and all 4 of them got startled by my behavior.

Screw my life....

Whirling around to leave but Suga grabbed my arm, turning me around. I lowered my eyes, tears of insults were still saved in there. And The baby started cry even louder as if she was trying to express my part of sorrow as well. I hugged the baby with both of my hands even more tightly, this time I hid my face in its neck. Jin, V, jhope also huddled up behind me. Jin slowly stroke my hair and Suga kept on calling my name. Nothing went through my ears, except that one line that Rapmon said. Rage again took control and I looked up, straight into Suga's eyes, breathing became hot and heavy, and I tried to sound as stern as possible.

"MR.Suga.." I gulped. No matter how much infuriated I was, the next words were still impossible for any ARMY to utter, "do not text me." Jin stopped stroking and their eyes slowly darted to Suga. Suga's grip loosened a bit, still not letting go.

"I don't wanna see any of you again." I just mumured under my breath and Suga let go of me.

I tried to Storm out of the zoo but Jimin blocked the way, arms spread, "why don't you wanna see us? What's wrong?"

I didn't wanna reply to him. Of course I couldn't, I wanted to see them. I just looked into his eyes and he startled, probably because my icy stare. I bit my bottom lip, fist tightening I whispered as I past him.

"Because I care too much.."

Maybe he did not hear it, maybe he did. I didn't know. All I knew was they all stood there frozen and and I heard Rapmon asking them why I was leaving.

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I wrote this story after how many months?! Well I forgot the actual storyline so let's just hope something will cross my head as I keep on writing.....*sigh*